digging through old notebooks, i ran accross an old writing (roughly 8-10 years) recording my thoughts of when i first started receiving what my family and church would deem as prophetic dreams and how I'd been blessed:
lay my head
i seek to rest
everything stop for me
but in my dreams
for all to see
my isanity is set free
prophecize prophecize what the lord has said
speak your mind speak your mind of the coming days
jump shout just get it the fuck out
i just want to sleep again
a little boy
just ten years
wishing the visions would fall away
a community and family
explains it as a blessing
prophecize prophecize what the lord has said
speak your mind speak your mind of the coming days
jump shout get it the fuck out
i just want to sleep
dear father
be there such a man
who can grant me
my simple demand
all i ask
all i seek
is that you stop
delivering
instead i wish
that you would
let a boy of ten
dream what he should
they all say
you're at fault
you're to blame
so i cry your name
now take away
my fucking gift
or i swear to you
i'll slit these wrists
prophecize prophecize what word he brings
free your mind free your mind of selfish things
let us know let us know of the coming days
we're the flock we're the sheep don't let us waste away
lay my head
i seek to rest
everything stop for me
but in my dreams
for all to see
my isanity is set free
prophecize prophecize what the lord has said
speak your mind speak your mind of the coming days
jump shout just get it the fuck out
i just want to sleep again
a little boy
just ten years
wishing the visions would fall away
a community and family
explains it as a blessing
prophecize prophecize what the lord has said
speak your mind speak your mind of the coming days
jump shout get it the fuck out
i just want to sleep
dear father
be there such a man
who can grant me
my simple demand
all i ask
all i seek
is that you stop
delivering
instead i wish
that you would
let a boy of ten
dream what he should
they all say
you're at fault
you're to blame
so i cry your name
now take away
my fucking gift
or i swear to you
i'll slit these wrists
prophecize prophecize what word he brings
free your mind free your mind of selfish things
let us know let us know of the coming days
we're the flock we're the sheep don't let us waste away
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Oh, and it's built from the Quake 3 engine, so it feels a lot like UT (more than Quake 3) but yet has quick kills and cool weapons much like a more sim-esque tactical FPS.
'Course, if you buy Diablo 2 and get on Bnet....