distant

take my hand
show me eventually
what will always
find me awakening
teach my hand
to do what you could not
what will always
leave me screaming

the darkness penetrates
hiding behind lucious wishlessness
scream at these damn things
probing from inside
tonight i will
throw the window open
cool air is so pure at night
let my heart explode and
take the life of my enemy

steady my pull
guide me to my deed
what will always
bleed within my breath
feel my pull
testing the depths of me
what will always
put a smile on my face

tonight is over
throw the windows open
cool air is so pure at night
let my heart explode and
leave no witnesses
hold my hand it's over
shake the shame of what is done
all i know is what i'm
finally capable of
just a messenger