My breasts have deflated. I am so depressed about it. I'd rather have no boobs than the deflated ones i've acquired.
I should get a boob job. All i've wanted from my body was a perfect set of big ass tittaes, but no, everyone else in my family gets to have awesome boobs, and i get stuck with itty bitty saggy tits. I dont care if i sound shallow or if i sound like i have low self esteem. i hate my tits and wish i had new ones.
For the record- I wouldn't consider myself to have low self esteem. I think i'm a hottie, but of course i don't think i'm perfect, and there are some things about my bod (and personality) that i don't like. Also, I may be a bit shallow.
The weirdest thing is that my boobs got smaller and saggier after i GAINED a few pounds.
One of two things needs to happen right now:
1- I get over my obsession with perfect breasts and feel happy with myself
2- I make my boobs perfect by getting fakies.
Both options seem unrealistic.
1-You can't just get solace. If I could feel fine about my boobs I would.
2-I don't have the extra cash atm to get a boob job, besides who's to say that i'll like the way they look after surgery.
rant:over
I should get a boob job. All i've wanted from my body was a perfect set of big ass tittaes, but no, everyone else in my family gets to have awesome boobs, and i get stuck with itty bitty saggy tits. I dont care if i sound shallow or if i sound like i have low self esteem. i hate my tits and wish i had new ones.
For the record- I wouldn't consider myself to have low self esteem. I think i'm a hottie, but of course i don't think i'm perfect, and there are some things about my bod (and personality) that i don't like. Also, I may be a bit shallow.
The weirdest thing is that my boobs got smaller and saggier after i GAINED a few pounds.
One of two things needs to happen right now:
1- I get over my obsession with perfect breasts and feel happy with myself
2- I make my boobs perfect by getting fakies.
Both options seem unrealistic.
1-You can't just get solace. If I could feel fine about my boobs I would.
2-I don't have the extra cash atm to get a boob job, besides who's to say that i'll like the way they look after surgery.
rant:over
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I take it you got the DVD by now? Sorry about the wait. Sometimes when I get sidetracked I have a hard time doing anything else. Refer to my last blog.