disseverment

Hmmm... I am in a very bad place right now. I'm in a hole with no way to get out. When I find a solution to one problem, it either creates a new one or makes the other one(s) worse. I hate this. The things that used to make me happy don't anymore. It's so hard to find happiness. I'm surrounded by people, but I'm so lonely. Talking to people has gotten to be a task, it isn't even fun anymore. I feel like I have no talents, I'm just a wanderer. I'm young, it might just be "getting older", but I am very differnet from my peers. I have many differnet and bigger problems than most of them. My sadness is showing...it has reached the surface.