disgustipated

down.

but not out. not yet.

Patience is my weakness and my best friend.

It's my weakness, yet I must embrace it.

December has broken me. First, I lose my job the monday after Thanksgiving, then I lose my girlfriend this past saturday. I have hope for both, but it is hard. I'm having a very difficult time concentrating on finding a job. I go through the motions, send out resumes, do phone interviews and such, but I think when they look in my eyes they see...
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why is it that when shit goes wrong, it all piles up and rips your fucking life apart.

my heart is broken...

Here is the final lineup for the 3rd Annual Island of Misfits Toy Drive.

-12 pm - Stevie Tombstone (Fraps band)

-11 pm - Shinola

-10 pm - Doc and the Shaman featuring Mike Blue of the David Allan Coe Band

-Rollerderby girl wrestling between bands

Admission: one new unwrapped toy (suggested value $20) or cash donation ($5 minimum)

Silent auction of goods and services...
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So today I lost my job. Layed off... blahhhh. What sucks is that it comes as a complete shock. No damn warning whatsoever.

Anyone need a software developer?

I have to tip my hat to my buddy Mike who pointed me towards "The Conet Project". Probably one of the coolest things i've listened to in a long long long time.

http://www.archive.org/audio/audio-details-db.php?collection=irdial&collectionid=ird059

basically it's a collection of clips from shortwave radio "number stations". Very creepy stuff.

more good info on number stations... http://www.washingtonpost.com/ac2/wp-dyn/A35647-2004Aug2?language=printer

Election is over, Kerry has conceeded, and almost everyone i know is depressed and sad. One thing that bothers me the most is hearing people say, "now i'm moving to Canada/Mexico/New Zealand". That's bullshit. I'm not going fucking anywhere. It's my country, and i'll be fucked if i'm going to quit and give up to conservative/warmongers/morality police. The only thing to do, the only honorable...
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misunderstandings make me miserable...

Sooo much craziness going on. In the past few weeks i've been in Bryan/College Station, saw 3 of my friends get married (yes, 3 to each other) at a ren faire, drank for 10+ hours in San Antonio, carriied my girlfriend's drunken roomate to my g/f's car (where she proceeded to puke in the backseat), and spent lots of time with a girl that I...
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