disgustipated

December has broken me. First, I lose my job the monday after Thanksgiving, then I lose my girlfriend this past saturday. I have hope for both, but it is hard. I'm having a very difficult time concentrating on finding a job. I go through the motions, send out resumes, do phone interviews and such, but I think when they look in my eyes they see nothing but sad.

I hold out hope for my relationship with my girlfriend. I have my reasons, all I know is that she is the love of my life, and I can't imagine my life without her.

i wish this didn't sound so emo... but it's not without cause.