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Wednesday Apr 02, 2003

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In the hall outside my door I carefully engage all five of the locks. Four dead-bolts and one in the knob making five. Well, seven from the inside when you count the double chains. But I'm going out so it's five locked today.
I look to my left then right.
No one. This is good. I can sense that my neighbors are growing suspicious.
I'm off.

I try to hurry to the stairs but it seems that for every one step I take the hallway lengthens by two. I move faster but it just gets longer and more narrow. Just as I feel like I will never make it to the end I almost colide square into Mrs. Donaldson. "Afternoon Mikey" she whines with an obviously forced politeness. "Ya yes Maam" I stutter and manage a weak nod as I squeeze past her down the stairs.
Shit. Shit, she knows. I know she knows.

The front door of my building exits directly onto 32nd Street. I take in a deep breath before opening the door. The stale hot air combined with the smog and humidity nearly knocks me off my already weak legs. I'm sweating like a whore in church and I have to rush to the trash can next to the wall of the building as a wave of nausea swells in my gut. As I wretch violently into the can a young couple passing by looks away in disgust and increase their pace. I look up at them with a long strand of slime hanging several inches off my chin and shoot them a sharp toothed grin. Their reaction pleases me and I instantly regain my composure and start following them.

I reach into my pocket and lightly finger the blade...
VIEW 25 of 37 COMMENTS
daisuki:
hey update yr journal poopy pants. i'm bored, and there are only so many times i can read the really graphic sex parts in glam-o-rama. hasn't happened yet, but...uh...one day.
Apr 7, 2003
gingerlie:
oh yeah? what is it, cuz id like to know. heh.
Apr 7, 2003

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