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just got back from burning man... had a blast, mentally, physically, and emotionally.

it was nothing that I expected, but everything I wanted. I just hope it stays in me, because I like how I feel, and don't want to lose the perspective I have now.

A week ago, I was looking down at the ashes, waiting and crying for my rebirth. It seemed so...
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papawheelie:
queenie sure adores you. and I, her.
michael_desade:
updates are good.
ARRR!!!
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i've been sad all day. but then the best advice came to me via text message:

"I think you'll be okay.... You just need to get a good fingerbangin from someone new, and it won't hurt nearly as much. XO"

can it be that simple?

if so, sixtyfootqueenie and i leave for Burning Man on Monday, and gawd DAMN i'm gonna try my best to...
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cupofkarma:
hope you guys had a great time at burning man. kiss biggrin
egon:
Hope you are having a good time at the burning man fun!
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gammarat:
I just saw the latest insex session that you did. Wow. It was awesome!
sixtyfootqueenie:
dude.. i fucking hear you loud and clear.
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Eek! i can't believe my live feed is only 15 hours away - you should all come and watch if you can - i get to be clad in latex and will guarantee hours of fun.

If you do choose to watch, it's this Saturday (later today) at 3pm EST. i'll make it worth your money, i promise wink

if you dont... well... i'll just leave...
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sixtyfootqueenie:
nice one lady.... smooches on your owies little one...
cupofkarma:
hope all went well. kiss
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i just bought my first latex catsuit - my checking account screamed a painful bloody death as i signed the charge slip, but it makes me look so smokin' hot - it's transparent and shows every tattoo beautifully - i can not wait to wear it for FetishCon smile

i'm posting this pic again because i'm in love with it.... i'm doing a live feed next...
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s1nister:
Yeah being surrounded by naked women was the only thing that wasn't boring!! love smile wink
cupofkarma:
i bet you look sooo good in that suit. can i have a picture?? blush
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ok enough poo-pooing from me. thanks for the kind words, i've still got a lot of work to help my relationship heal, but the sex industry is a double-edged sword, and many times you don't get to hold the right end.

either way, i went out and bought the raddest dildo harness evar, and will not be afraid to use it.... once i'm ready. rawr....
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cupofkarma:
you look amazing!! so pretty. love
hardcoregirl:
Beautiful eyes...
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going back to NYC tonight.

i love california, but i've had an overdose of the sunny state this time around - it's time to get back dirty urban living.

i'm 123 pounds now - only 3 more to go. i've decided that i think i'm body dysmorphic - i can't see the weight loss when i look in the mirror, and frankly i think i...
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teena:
ha ha silly Alexis....i figured it out like hours later. pot makes me funny in the head ARRR!!!
ericdravyn:
Knew I loved NYC for a reason... love ARRR!!!
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i need choking and rough sexing.

won't thursday PLEASE come a little quicker so that i may be back in new york ASAP? agh.

i miss ny.

i'm excited for burning man.

i get my tits skewered in 10 days - heh.


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sixtyfootqueenie:
oh yeha!! I'm not that much into strawberries but maybe I just need good ones yes?

I've been reading up on burning man and writing a list of things I will need to get.. its so fucking huge I cant wait though.... I'm really anal so the thought of pakcing all my clothes into zip lock bags really appeals to me love

I cant believe I'm going to meet your family so surreal!! LOL kiss
conxuela:
skewered, eh?
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Alright, i have to lose 7 pounds in the next two weeks. The problem is, i'm at a plateau in my weight loss (it just happens sometimes) - i'm going to exercise more... but please...

ANYONE HAVE ANY TRICKS TO SHARE?

please? *bats eyelashes*

ps - a little history - a year and a half ago i weighed 165 pounds, and thanks to hard work,...
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cupofkarma:
south beach is working for me!! i have lost 2 pounds in 5 days. i also have alot more energy than i did before i started the diet. i just eat alot of veggies and black beans. i also get to cook with olive oil which is a real treat for me. good luck!! kiss
sixtyfootqueenie:
hey... I've been reading up on burning man like a good little girl... its going to kick so much ass its going to be retarded yeah!

your friend is going to bring me a matress and a sleeping bag so I gots that down pat.. I cant believe I'm so sorted coming from so far away!!

its honestly one of my dreams come true to go to this festival! kiss skull
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on the shit in london:

this is why i will never have children. our world is becoming based on fear, and this is reinforced daily by the shit people do to each other. GAH. how sad.

on my last journal entry:

thanks much for the support - the week after my operation had me in a haze, and my inner enemies had the best of...
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chrissie:
i think the world has always been fucked up, it just seems moreso because we are existing in it right this moment frown
ampersandwich:
poke away! smile


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