not much to write - it always seems that i choose to update my sg journal when i'm at a lull in the day - also coincedentally when i'm usually feeling my lowest. I've come to terms that i'm a classic procrastinator - not good when i need to spend my time and energy packing packing packing.
so it looks like i'm going to be a nomad for an indefinite amount of time - the move to san francisco has been put on hold, hopefully for only a month. Hard to say what the rest of the year will bring, but i know now that it is out of my hands - the only thing i can do is try to make the best of it.
I still have to be out of this house by the end of the month tho, so the packing continues. oh bla dee, oh bla dah, life goes on.
edited to add: I just went through my closet and found $180 cash and a bottle of Lorazepam. There is a god - thank you Jeebus!!!!
so it looks like i'm going to be a nomad for an indefinite amount of time - the move to san francisco has been put on hold, hopefully for only a month. Hard to say what the rest of the year will bring, but i know now that it is out of my hands - the only thing i can do is try to make the best of it.
I still have to be out of this house by the end of the month tho, so the packing continues. oh bla dee, oh bla dah, life goes on.
edited to add: I just went through my closet and found $180 cash and a bottle of Lorazepam. There is a god - thank you Jeebus!!!!
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but in all seriousness, just in case you missed my comment two entries back, you are welcome to crash at our place in ct for a bit if you need/want to. its less than an hour from manhattan and we have a futon, cable internet and tv and kitties to play with! *hugs*
so hows about that lorazepam...
so your delayed? it's out of your hands?
i'm sorry things are at a lull...at least it gives me more time to try to come down and see you before you leave!!!!