dirtyprettything

2006 has been treating me well, so far.

:: played dirty for 4 days,

:: got fucked by two porn stars,

:: rang in the new year getting railed on a bondage bed, while seeing new year's fireworks through the floor to ceiling windows over the LA skyline...

:: got drenched in piss - and liked it,

:: learned that I am SO over 2005,

:: realized that I really deserve more than I had,

:: learned that my devotion to others is really precious and should be appreciated,

:: for the first time in months, I cried out of happiness,

:: decided to move to San Francisco, no matter what,

:: realized that TODAY IS EVERYTHING,

:: talked with my ex on the phone, didn't cry or act weak, and felt that I was actually better off without him,

:: got offered a role in ANOTHER movie,

:: took a deep breath and felt like I was living, and not dying,

:: looked in the mirror, and saw potential instead of despair.


I don't know where this year will bring me, but I have a feeling... it's all going to be okay. I couldn't be more thankful than I am right now.

xoxo.