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this past year, i've:

-- whored
-- hustled
-- loved
-- lost
-- gave up my home
-- gave up my adopted family
-- changed my hair color 8 times
-- covered my body in ink and scars
-- made life
-- ended life
-- learned that there is no yesterday
-- learned that there is no tomorrow
-- never held a full time job,...
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painangel:
Bruises have never looked so beautiful
alexis:
Sweet cheeks you know I love you... how was your weekend? Hope you got my email.. sorry I was sucking so much dick, I can't help it!

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had a shoot last week where i was tied to a kitchen counter top and had designs carved into my stomach by having a hypodermic needle tip scraped across my skin.

that was a new sensation - i've done needle play, branding, extensive cuttings..... - but never had my skin broken by a hypo needle being dragged so forcefully - yeah it hurt.

the blood...
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alexis:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SWEETCHEEKS!!
badjuju:
Wouldn't you rather just have somone open you up then have a needle dragged across your skin. I think that is the hardest sensation in the world to get my head around. Ouch.
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ok, i'm alive.... barely. i'm still bleeding a little bit but it's now under doctor's supervision.... and i've got a bout of anemia as a result... bleeh... as if i wasnt pale enough already!

but thank you ALL for your concern kiss kiss i loves you all...

i'm off to Maryland to go to a friend's wedding for the weekend - so in the meantime let me...
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chrissie:
you look gorgeous! btw, black suit, black shirt, black tie = FUCKING HOT. like 'you wont be wearing that for long' hot biggrin

btw, we're having a party next weekend. you two are most welcome to come!! marco is coming and we're less than an hour from the city.

miss your smiles! they light up a room too love
madison:
oh my what's wrong with your health!?

I've been slacking on keeping in touch.
i miss you?

i got pics developed from FL, were troubly and you were peeing on the balcony.

remember how we lost electricity and it ruined our sinus'.

you look so pretty. you look like you've lost a lot of weight since i last saw you.

you and your ma have great big smiles.
and you and cyd look so cute together.



kiss kiss kiss
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Dear Vagina,

Over the years, i have been really, really good to you - you have been treated to the best toys man (and woman) can provide, and i always am sure that you are neat and clean for whatever adventure awaits. You always get the best attention, and you have always been my favorite body part.

So i ask you, dear Vagina, please stop...
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ampersandwich:
oh no. you had to ask it kindly, we know this is getting serious now.

im sure youve already seen an expert in vagina-isms about this, just hope you & the Tsunami-lover can make amends soon.

Y~!
gia:
Been going through the same fuckin shit hunny. I'm sorry.
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information you probably don't want to know:

i'm on day 20 of my period. it's really starting to get annoying. Blood, i like - 20 days of bloody cunt, i dont. puke

in other news, i just finished my first round of personal training at Gleason's Gym. yes, dirty pretty me spent two hours surrounded by sweaty muscle-bound men, and learned the in's and out's...
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sixtyfootqueenie:
omg I'm shitting myself but so fucking excited too!!! I've gone to quite a few festivals where I've had to be self sufficient.. I'm from australia yo!

but yes I will look into it.. I'll arrive a few days before so we can get all of the shit together and stuf and you can help me get my act together.

I'm so excited I'm going to PUKE
geekgurl:
Thanks. It's not so bad. If I get a 78 or better I have an A in the class. biggrin

When you coming back to Philly? Give us more notice next time. tongue kiss
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cupofkarma:
very cool! i like the medical one.
lots of love. kiss
cinnamon_spider:
ooooooh, good to see someone else who is a fan of Trevor Brown... I LOVE his stuff!!!! love
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i sleep a lot during the day now. i'm waiting for fangs to pop out to complete my vampiric transformation. i keep checking in the mirror, but no dice yet - i'll let you know if/when they come in.

Did photoshoots in central park and times square this weekend, as well as bondage performances in two nyc clubs for events they were throwing. that and...
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ah hello - ok my hiatus is over, crisis averted, sickness is gone. it's about time!

However, my hormones are on overdrive right now - wow it's like CRACK.

ok i'm off to watch Flower of Flesh and Blood before Ymonster tears me a new one....

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g00000ne:
I am going to be home that weekend too that you will be in Philly....any plans for that Saturday night?????
g00000ne:
Friday I will be driving back to PA/NJ and won't make it in time.....if you can get out Saturday to Tattooed Mom's or something give me a ring...I will email you my cell number.

Hope you are doing well!!!
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*note* i'm not religious, do not have a thing against starbucks, nor did i just kill my best friend, but i do feel an attachment to this story somewhat. in a way, i just cut off one of my wings....what will my afterlife be?

Afterlife: Bartleby
by: Heavenmetal


Death.

Most humans have a terrible fear of it. Honestly, being dead isn't so bad. It's the...
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estrada:
Hey, what's going on?
badjuju:
Thank you for the nod to Kevin Smith to start my morning.
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puke

this parasite must go.

puke

blackeyed
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roxxsolid:
You sick? What's up? You o.k.?
g00000ne:
Sweets how are you??? I want to make a trip to see you and Cyd.....
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just when everything is great, i get thrown some lemons.

and it's making me sick. really really sick.

i have to go turn it into lemonade, but that means i wont be around here for the next few weeks. i've got demons to battle, i'll win, and hey if i can get some formaldehyde i'll put it in a jar and really have the last...
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pekopoko:
Kick it's ass. Whatever it is...

smile
sin_:
Good luck with the battle you are strong enough to come out on top!!!!!