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26 days to go.

2005 can seriously go fuck itself.

worst. year. ever.
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allied:
I can't stop at 2005... every year since 2001 has pretty sucked in my book. blackeyed I wish I could blink and I'd be in a new decade. surreal
cupofkarma:
i know how you feel; 1993 was like that for me. it will soon be over. kiss
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Just when I felt I was getting better, my heart breaks some more. I didnt think it could break more, but it has.

I can't take this anymore.

I give up. Seriously, I do.

My heart is too big for this body - perhaps if I stop caring, my heart will stop being so important to me.

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aponia:
Aww...I would love your company! biggrin
nurse_sugar:
I'm always here if you wanna talk.

I'm bummed we didn't get to hang out last month!
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ymonster:
At least Philly isn't far. Glad you had a fun weekend too, drunky. wink
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estrada:
Don't forget to take time out for yourself.
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I'm headed down to Philadelphia this weekend, for Playground party and Diabolique Ball - the theme for this year's ball is "Carnaval" - I'm looking forward to the event, but the idea of being around clowns is downright driving me insane... I really do not like clowns. At all.

Having lived in Philadelphia for 10 years, I'm looking forward to seeing friends and defiling my...
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papawheelie:
cookies and a tub of milk!! dude! that rules
ampersandwich:
how was it?
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fuuuuuk i'm tired.

puke <---- tired.

I think I'm too tired to sleep tired.

I think I'm so tired that looking at the word tired makes it look like it somehow doesnt work with the english language. t-i-r-e-d. look at it again. See? it doesnt work. Don't ask me why; that would require critical coherent thinking.

oy, i've gone downright loopy. surreal

must pack - New York...
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cupofkarma:
go get some rest!! kiss
teena:
yup...i'll be at the playground this month. gonna cash in my birthday spankings. ha. not going to diabolique tho...i have a date with harry potter.
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Last night I informed my parents that I would only be dating women until furter notice.

I don't think they believed me.

ok, off to San Francisco!

PS: In lieu of Sixtyfootqueenie leaving SG, I now moderate the Sex Workers group. It's invite only, and only open to Sex Workers ie pro doms, pro subs, escorts, and dancers. If you fit that critera then we...
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cupofkarma:
you are soo beautiful!! biggrin blush
allied:
You are so good to me. Thank you. blush kiss
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I just got my first movie gig! Yes I am finally making the transition from internet smut to real movies.

An industry friend of mine raised a glass to me last night, saying "congrats, you're now officially a porn star" - I nearly coughed wine out of my nose - just hearing that made me laugh...

Life, for now, is good.

kiss
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ampersandwich:
um, you're a freak! biggrin
aponia:
I went to Jackie at No Kai Oi tattoo. Its sore as hell. Man...I was not expecting that. The pain of the tattoo was like nothing...but the healing is SO annoying.

I'm already planning out another one. I told my boy thats all I want for Christmas! biggrin
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I'm tired - really, fucking, tired.

Yesterday I almost - ALMOST - lost a big gig because of my prior employer's current shenanigans. Thankfully all got cleared up and I'm working again, but I realized that getting out of this bog of crap is going to be harder than I thought - I just have to work hard and prove my worth, but there's only...
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madison:
you look so hot and so hot bruised!!

I miss you too!!!

where are you again?
allied:
We missed you Saturday night. I don't remember much, but the pics tell a rather sordid, drunken story. biggrin kiss
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I just updated, but I'm changing it - what I had to write is so terribly unimportant right now.

What is important - please go give Aponia some love. Her mom just passed away, and she needs a kind word right now.

Her mom is at peace right now, she was ill for quite some time. But Aponia needs a shoulder - please take a...
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mistresstara:
I did... is so crazy, the thought of loosing the mother... i could not even imagine, how hard it is... I hope you fall asleep... are you still coming to NY on the 12th?
ampersandwich:
see, now i ruined the surprise element...i shoulda just shut the hell up & surprised you with it! grrrrrr! mad
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BLAH

It's hard to believe that the past year of my life has been spent in a constant state of motion. I'd like to say that I have it down to a cut and paste science, travelling here and there for as little as two days, and as much as three weeks, but everytime I get up and go, I still have to work to...
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aponia:
Thank you sweetie. I'm still in shock..I'm sure i'll be an incoherent mess tommorrow. But hearing my dad cry on the phone, it just tore my guts out.

I'm so happy things are going well for you. It sounds like you are finally in a space thats making you happy.
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I am now the happy owner of a black eye - this time it's the left eye, whereas the one at FetishCon was my right eye. That's two black eyes in less than two months.... sheesh I'm a walking accident.

This black eye was completely my fault - tipsy me tripped over someone on Saturday and I proceeded to introduce my face to a metal...
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egon:
Moving back to the east coast already. Por que?

skyrockets in sight
afternoon delight
(I'm wathcing anchorman right now)
nurse_sugar:
Diabolique ball... hmmmm.... pass me the info on that one! Paddles sounds cool, but I was kinda disappointed to hear they don't serve alcohol. Definately sounds much different than shock and playground, and I dunno if it'd be great for Jim and his first excursion, KWIM? I think he'd have more fun after a couple of beers to loosen him up a bit. I know I do. So tell me about this event... where, how much, what's the dilly-yo? Is there a website/flyer I can see? smile
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trocc:
miao!!

love
madison:
your back piece is amazing!!!!! you look sooo damn good!

I'm sorry you and cyd broke up I hope your doing better

are you still out in cali or where are you now? kiss