Monday Mar 24, 2003

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oh god am i sadly dependant on attention or what?

answer: i am

anyway, everything is just about ok, the sun is shining and im doing my best to plough through my work. but it still feels like everythings colliding and my brain is always running faster than the rest of me.

*sigh*
melvin_:
ggrrrrrrr i hate it when ur brain goes on overload and by the time u go to write or do sumthin u forget coz ur brain moved on!!!
elsid8472:
attention is always good honey, except when we begin to crave it constantly

Sunday Mar 23, 2003

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chocolate and baileys, wonderful, ive eaten my chocolate bar though, so now i just have my baileys left.

wish i had a bath and my boyfriend to scrub me down and such.

i hope the sun keeps shining.

Saturday Mar 22, 2003

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well well well. i have slightly changed my hair again, given myself a lovely fringe, which i had to trim obscuring the right side of my vision and all. so thats fun.

the war is getting hella dull, the tv schedule is all fucked up, gafaw gafaw. but yeah, people are dying and it seems so surreal. its happening but it just seems like another...
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cakemix:
nice hair. mine's a new cut too.
this whole war thing is surreal to watch on tv, isn't it...and i have to agree its treated like the ultimate reality tv show or a spectator sport.
my boy is off at football tonight up in luton while i sit at the computer stuck working on war coverage for freeserve's online communities. and i'm trying not to eat anymore chocolate...have had a bit of a binge this week!
melvin_:
i b likin ur new hair!

i hav loadsa deadlines mockin me but listen to distillers and bein lazy is much more appeallin!

Wednesday Mar 19, 2003

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i really am a total crack whore. i just reclaimed an essay i handed in last year which i was tolkd was too vague, but typed to the highest standard. anyway i noticed some of my vague comments were placed on pieces in teh essay i was supposed to take out before i printed it eg, random words id used to fill space when my...
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tetrisbrokeme:
maybe your hair got in your eyes? the amount of times i've told you to cut that fringe to restore sight on the right hand side. hehe
tretiak:
check the thread you left about barthes on the boards. Have you seen the trailers for Cronenberg's Spider (spyder?)? Looks like a total freak show. I can't wait.
Late

Monday Mar 17, 2003

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must drink less vodka, im continously ruining my life ending every night in tears, so new favourite drink is needed - any suggestions do leave a comment.

other than that still love the boyfriend, we have been together for just over a year now, longest relationship ever.

elsid loved his present, i rule.
melvin_:
yay for u!!

p.s im still dancin!
elsid8472:
jaz...try JD n coke, or G&T, both make ya really mellow n battered in a nice way.
thow i never remember much after ive had it...may be somit t do with drinkin a bottle of gin BEFORE i go out!

Wednesday Mar 12, 2003

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tra la la. home tomorrow, i havent been home for ages, ijust want a big yorkshire sunday lunch,

plus suicide member elsids birthday this weekend so im off to get drunk with him, bought him a well ace present.

and screw uni for now i will carry my work around with me but i will not be touching it.

kiss
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timbob:
In reply to your comment I do a night called Juvenile Hall Role Call at The Bassment in Leeds every 3rd Sat of the month. It's our 1st birthday on Sat MINT
timbob:
In reply to your comment I do a night called Juvenile Hall Role Call at The Bassment in Leeds every 3rd Sat of the month. It's our 1st birthday on Sat MINT

Monday Mar 10, 2003

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ive been having such a big fat chocolate big fat day. which im not enjoying

feeling a bit of a thickie to be honest, im so sure i used to be clever and i just cant hack uni, i can pass, but im used to straight a's. more pressure, more worry. more sugar.

please
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melvin_:
still dancin . . . . . . . . . . . .doin the lynx ad dance . . . . . clap . . . . . . . . . o.k so got no ladies in me room to end right now . . . . . . . .but still dancin . . . . . . . . . . ooppps . . . . . . spilt som cola . . . . . .would lick it off the carpet . . . . . . . . .te he he he he he he he he he he . . . .
but cant stop laughing . . . . . . . . thats rude . . . . .
te he he he he he . . . . . . . . . waitin for the smiley . . . .
. . . . . . . . need sleep . . . . . . .
dirtypigeon:
smile see happy happy me

things are better, ive had one idea in the past week. i can look forward to seeing the dead pets play on friday, roll on the alcohol

Friday Mar 07, 2003

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ooh well its friday morning, so surely the weekend already. tomorrow will be good ALL DAY AT THE FALCON!! woo wo will be plastered, and the best mate and helg and the best mates boy is coming down. also talked to a friend named sarg, also of scunthorpe heritage and he said even more scunthorpe people will be coming, sort of ok apart from peakin...
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melvin_:
nom nom food nom nom is nom nom good nom nom!!
the worst thing in the world . . . . waitin for the food to cook!
1 more thing

RRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRR!
ahh thats betta!

Thursday Mar 06, 2003

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today i feel ace. i went to the gym this morning and it totally pumped me up all day, like fair enough i have no money and loads of work but its sunny and getting warmer, i have spent what money i do have on food and doing my washing and i love my boy.

im just having a feel good day. now if i...
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melvin_:
i think u have to pick sum numbers and then they hav to match the ones that come out of those machines that they give really random names!? he he

u can do me wrk for me if u want, as 2day to avoid me wrk i tidyd me room, cleaned me windows and rearranged me living dead dolls! wow i have a life!
melvin_:
* i apologise for the large ammount of sarcasum in the reply be4 this one the penguins made me do it*

Wednesday Mar 05, 2003

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erm. work work work. thats all ive got to do. and im running out of money.
BUT WE HAVE THE HOUSE
and thats a good thing so no worry.

how come my brain just melts out of my ears when i need to make sense. meow.
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dirtypigeon:
bleh i have no milk. i dont have any bread either. and the spar is closed, not that i havent had 2 days to purchase these things.

ill get crisps
dg:
It freaked me out the other day when I bought a bag of hula hoops and I got that guy's gormless face staring back at me... I was sat there all "what the...?"

I got over it and ate them anyway.

mmm, salt and vinegar hula hoops.

There's still some pringles left - can you believe it?!
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