dirtypigeon

went to lauras funeral yesterday. it was weird, there was so many people and camera crews and photogrphers, guys with mini disk recorder things, everyone wanted to be there, which i dont know was really insensitive in my opinion, there were so many young girls who didnt want to be seen crying their eyes out for ratings on the evening news. but it was a lovely service and i met all of alexs friends from school which was nice, even in the bad circumstances.

theres just something about the wake after the funeral that i find so comforting, that feeling of community and love, remembrance of everything that ever happened, the alcohol.