This past week was such a struggle. I feel like I was tested at home and work. Anything that could have gone wrong did. And I did everything to try to be strong. I told myself I got this and I put a smile on my face. But in reality I felt like I was drowning. Drowning in all this responsibility and stress.
So I cried. At work in the walk-in where no one can see me and at home in the bathroom, because that's literally the only alone time I get. As this week is coming up and work is getting more demanding, I just think about my past week and how I FUCKING killed it! Yes, I cried and had multiple anxiety attacks, but I didn't back down and I gave everything my all. Sometimes I just marvel at my strength. I forget to take a step back and look at all that I've done, all on my own. So good job ME. You're a Boss ass Bitch <3
Anyways, a really good friend of mine took me out on a painting date. It made my whole week. If you know me on a personal level, you'd know that I'm a home body and social gatherings make me tense. But I said yes for once and look what I made. I'm so proud of myself.
We should all try to step out of our box. Start living.
-Introverted Filthy Muggle.
P.S. I haven't really been active. But I do everyone's msgs and I love you all. Seriously. Joining SG has brought me so much happiness. I never realized how freeing it felt to share every part of myself with others. Not just my nudity but my life. I love all your support and enthusiasm. Many Many kisses!
