dirtylilmonkey

My attempts at long term sobriety have recently been challenged. When you jepordize things like your job, your relationships, friendships, then you can safely assess that you have a problem. So I'm trying to cut out drinking for 2 weeks, then I'll make a new assessment. But thats just it. The thing with that beast is.....It sometimes slowly sneaks up on you. You start out only having 1 or 2 beers with friends. Than a few days later on the weekend, it's 6 or 7....Your a little wobbly but, I don't know, I like it...Is that fucked up? But yeah than a few days later, on a work night, I drank 5 Guenises, 2 shots of Tequila, 2 shots of Jagger, and a six pack of Leinie's. Needless to say I was late to work and got written up. Plus I totally fucked up on quitting smoking...I gotta get ahold of myself!