dirty__1

I officially feel like a worthless bum! Since I went to therapy on weds...I've done, well nothing. I watched Sin City twice this weekend! I love it!! I read one of the books. I'm goonna start trying to pick up the rest of them. I watched Man of The House w/Tommy Lee Jones! It was prety funny. I love Tommy Lee Jones in comedy roles. I've slept in the last 2 or 3 days till like 12 or 1. God I feel so damn worthless. I don't have therapy again till weds. so I HAVE to get to doing something! Jesus Christ!!

There have been the most random movies on lately....like Batman & Robin, Dick Tracy, Legally Blonde 2, Son-In-Law, The Terminal has been on a bunch & so has The Italian Job & Punisher (but I love both of those so..), The Grudge is on hbo this month . I will never be able to get those 2 hours of my life back!

I been watching Adult Swim alot at night. Been watching some Inuyashu & Full Metal Alchemist!! I love it! I usually never get a chance to catch them. Plus I been trying to catch up on Miami Ink & Inked.

I'm just restless & bored outta my mind really. I'm still, even after a year, just not used to having to depend on other people for stuff. It's really, really REALLY starting to get to me now! I'm so used to just going for a drive on my own & now I have to have someone drive me..Hell I can't go ANYWHERE without someone taking me..

I miss Breeann alot right now. I haven't seen her in a week & won't get her again till this weekend! Makes me cranky!! VERY!!!

I miss having someone to hold at night...Things we me & Gabrielle are so twisted it's ridiculous!! You have any idea how hard it is to share a bed with someone & not have that pysical contact there?? I feel so empty & alone....I don't know how to describe it..it just sux..

I'm gonna start reading Fahrenheit 451 tonite I think. I need to just crawl into a book & just forget everything around me right now..