So on to of everythingYESTERDAY. Tonite will mark the one year mark of my accident.... 
Yeah I've had time to some what calm down from lastnite. I had time to KINDA see my ex's side of things...I still think she's a heartless cunt who will rot in hell BUT...I see a few points on her side. Don't get my wrong I'm not giving in..but trying to stay calm & not blow up & make it worse.
Anyway, yep it's been a year folks. A year since I attended the First Annual Beer Olympics here in Olive Branch. Hey, I took silver! Then on the way home that night I decided to take a trip through a corn field...
Yeah......I thought it'd be fun.
So it's been a year & I've grown from it alot. Alot of good & bad has come from this. I've gotten closer to friends & lost some & the ones I lost, well I'm better off. I've learned how much I can & can't tollerate & how much I can endure. Believe me, I have reached down to the bottom of me and found who I am & what I am made of. I am a stronger person. I love & appreciate those close to me so much more. I'm glad for every breath I take every single day. I may bitch & moan sometimes BUT all in all, I'm so lucky to be here.
Enough of that...Tomorrow night is the SECOND Annual Beer Olympics!!!
Though I won't be defending my title I WILL be there to represent! BEST BELIEVE SUCKA'S!!! With our friend Chris passing away a little more than a month ago,& he was the one who had the first one at his house, I feel like he wouldn't want us just moping around. He'd want us goin' on like normal! I'm just gonna be there as a friendly reminder. 
I kinda feel like I need to go to face some of my demons & get some closure. I dunno just some thing I need to do.
They're having shirts made again this yr. They're gonna have a baseball with his number on the sleeve.
I'm ready for a good time!!! I'm just gonna forget about it all & just visit with some friends & those you have kinda left me by the wayside well....They can do their thing & I'll do mine!!
PEACE!!!
Yeah I've had time to some what calm down from lastnite. I had time to KINDA see my ex's side of things...I still think she's a heartless cunt who will rot in hell BUT...I see a few points on her side. Don't get my wrong I'm not giving in..but trying to stay calm & not blow up & make it worse.
Anyway, yep it's been a year folks. A year since I attended the First Annual Beer Olympics here in Olive Branch. Hey, I took silver! Then on the way home that night I decided to take a trip through a corn field...
Yeah......I thought it'd be fun.
So it's been a year & I've grown from it alot. Alot of good & bad has come from this. I've gotten closer to friends & lost some & the ones I lost, well I'm better off. I've learned how much I can & can't tollerate & how much I can endure. Believe me, I have reached down to the bottom of me and found who I am & what I am made of. I am a stronger person. I love & appreciate those close to me so much more. I'm glad for every breath I take every single day. I may bitch & moan sometimes BUT all in all, I'm so lucky to be here.
Enough of that...Tomorrow night is the SECOND Annual Beer Olympics!!!
Though I won't be defending my title I WILL be there to represent! BEST BELIEVE SUCKA'S!!! With our friend Chris passing away a little more than a month ago,& he was the one who had the first one at his house, I feel like he wouldn't want us just moping around. He'd want us goin' on like normal! I'm just gonna be there as a friendly reminder. I kinda feel like I need to go to face some of my demons & get some closure. I dunno just some thing I need to do.
They're having shirts made again this yr. They're gonna have a baseball with his number on the sleeve.
I'm ready for a good time!!! I'm just gonna forget about it all & just visit with some friends & those you have kinda left me by the wayside well....They can do their thing & I'll do mine!!
PEACE!!!
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