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So today I finally watched Million Dollar Baby. It was prety good. The ended wasn't really what I expected...Since I was in the hospital for quite awhile b/c of a C5/C6 injury it was sad to watch & I just know that there was sooo much that could have been done...ANYWAY, my dad had ALL of his upper teeth pulled today & got false ones. Yeah....OUCH!!

Therapy has been going good. I'm doing alot more in the pool. Looks like I'm not gonna be able to go to the rugby thing this weekend.. I'm kinda bumbed about that. Dad's not feeling so hot, it's gonna be hot as hell, it's about a 2 hour ride one way, gas money, I have Breeann, & the list goes on. So I guess it's a no go.... Plus I may have to miss therapy tomorrow b/c I don't know if my dad is gonna be up to helping me tomorrow now...

*puts on some o-tep*

AND NOW TIME FOR THE RANT......

feel free to skip

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
First off me and Gabrielle get into it yesterday because she just went to her moms in Augusta,Georgia for vacation on Sun. She was gonna look for a new car while she was there. She calls me Mon. afternoon..."Hey! I got a car...A 2005 Sentra." I was just like "oooookkaaayyyy...Your 1st day there you bout a car..." Obviously she didn't do much shopping around..I just tried to ask if she looked around up here before she left or if she just looked down there..Of course she didn't look here or if she even looked at a USED car, or if she checked into insurance. ( She did just have a wreck *that was her fault* a couple months ago) She doesn't really know anything about cars. So basically whatever her mom & step dad showed her she bought.... BAH!! She got pissed at me b/c she though I was getting jealous & not trying to be happy for her..She needed a new car! I told her that. I'm really glad she's on vacation right now...

THEN..I have Bree tonite..My ex comes to pick her up and says
"By the way..I was gonna see about when school starts if we could maybe just do the Tues. evening visits during the breaks & summer b/c she (Bree) is just all over tha place. School, "Aunt" Carolyn's, the here & Bree has asked me "Mommy why do I have to be going all the time?"" "Well shes got a few weeks b/f school starts, I'll let you think about it..."
W T F!!! Fuck you! NO I'M NOT GIVING UP THAT EXTRA 3 HOURS A WEEK!! I've thought about it..NO!!! So I'm gonna tell her that I can either pick her up from school one day a week or I can take her for 6 hours on sat or sun on the weekends I don't have her normally.
Then Breeann starts talking about the t-shirt my ex is wearing.
My ex says " Oh I stole this shirt."
Bree "From my "daddy""
Ex, "Yeah, I got fat so it fits me & I like it"
Now the "daddy" in that conversation was NOT me!!
I've just run out of patience & kindness towards my ex..I have a really bad feeling we are about to butt heads really really bad. I'm gonna be bustin out some court paper that say she's not supposed to be incouraging Bree to call her step dad daddy..It may seem petty but it's just one of those things.....

*turns volume down*

*climbs down from soapbox*

Sorry.. This has to be my longest entry ever! I fell a little better now though...

Hope everyone is having a great week!!! Stay cool!!