dirty__1

I really have discovered I am a compulsive spender, which is NOT a good thing. I get on kicks where I do this. I see something I have been wanting & it's on sale or I just think I have to have it. I hate the fact I can buy shit online too. I get bored & find shit that I really don't HAVE to have. Then there's times I won't buy hardly anything for 2-3 months. I'v been bitching about getting new ink for I don't know how long, but have I really saved any money? NO!

I swear to God I think I have A.D.D. too. I just can't stay focused on one thing more than 30 mins if I'm lucky. I've got quite a bit on my mind but nothing more so than usual. I've been like this for a long time though. I think a lot of it is just procrastonation too. Like the homework I should be catching up on right now instead of writing this. This class is just flat out SUCKING HUGE BALLS!!!! This next 5 weeks can't go by fast enough!

I'm normally a night person by nature but lately it's freakin' ridiculous! If I get 3-4 hours of sleep at night I'm doin' good. Problem is then I end up napping off & on through out the entire next day & I don't get anything done so then i have to stay up late doing everything I should have during the day. It's a vicious cycle I tell ya'!

On that note I'm gonna go catch a few hours of zzzzz'ss.
HOLA!!