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Monday May 01, 2006

May 1, 2006
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Hello friends! How are we? All is well I hope! biggrin

O.k. enough with all the nicey nice. It stormed like a son of a bitch yesterday evening. I'm always that guy sitting outside in the worste damn weather just chillin' out watching lightning, thunder & just watch the rain & wind, hell even if it's hailing I'm on the porch. Yesterday had me worried though.... When the tornado sirens are goin' off & you see the clouds aren't just blowing in one direction but they're starting to swirl & come together in one spot in the sky. eeek Yeah it a... kinda had me bothered. Of course I had my camera out & I'll have those later.. It passed on by with us only getting some small hail but about 20 mins north of here got hit pretty good. So we were luck on that one.

So next Weds is the last day of Concept Development! The downside.. I have to have a POP display (Point Of Purchase) finished by the first of next week. I need to post pics of the building phase by thurs though... eeek Have I started... confused NO! eeek Call me Captian Procrastonation here. I had a class alot llike it when I was @ SEMO so it's been a cruise thus far. Hell I paid like $30-$40 for the book & haven't even cracked it... tongue I guess that's good but I wasted my damn money.. Oh wait.. I can sell it back! Yeah they'll give me $8 bucks for the damn thing! WOO HOO!! Fuckin' assholes.

Still waiting on my SG swag here.... Patiently.....

Sorry long rant here.. friendship with ex's are impossible, if you don't wana be with me don't go trying to read my blogs & get jealous if girls flirt, don't call me when your ex does it again, don't get pissed when it all comes out & does it really take 3 months to make a scrapbook???

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This is officially my only safe haven to speak freely.... My fucking ex (Gabrielle) found a different online journal I kept when we were together....read it. She just found out I have a MySpace account.. read a bunch of stuff & got pissed off about comments friends posted. Got all pissy about some comments a couple female friends of mine left about me... Okay... you don't wanna be with me BUT you get pissy when girls flirt... confused Wanna run that by me again?? She and I both wanna TRY & be friends & she tries to make it sound like she cares so much still but lets see.. It's been 3 months & she's called just to check on me 0 times e-mailed me..once MAYBE twice. Granted she asked if I wanted to go see The Goonies at the midnight movie last Sat but she gets aggrivated if I wanna talk about us.. whatever The whole myspace thing pissed her off b/c i just wrote something about this girl I have been talking to (jokingly) & I had said something about us talking till 2am a few nights. My ex got pissed b/c she called me a couple time & wanted me to email her a picture I have of Julyia from FUSE b/c she like the hair style.. I would get busy with school & shit & forget about it. Then it was to a point I just wasn't gonna do it.. FUCK IT. Well then she read I had been talking to this girl & she flipped b/c "I had time time to talk to this girl but not enough time to email her the picture" .... So she's my top priority now?? confused ooooooooookay. It's just like if I call her & ask her to drop by & get my ass it's too much out of her way. Then there's this, & YES I do see her side, her sister is getting married in a month or two.. She's the maid of honor of course, but I said something about us going together... She started making hella excuses & flat out says "Did you really know my sister that well?" Well I knew her family for over three years & I'm still on good terms b/c they don't know about all the bullshit, if the only knew about her little fling with the married man.... O.k. so I'm not even an option as her date for her sisters wedding, BUT just a couple months before I had my wreck she took her ex WHO BY THE WAY had CHOKED her up against a fucking wall just a month or so before that, all the way to Georgia for her moms wedding... confused Come to find out he did it AGAIN when she went to get some money he owed her while I was in the hospital & she never told me about it... She's STILL worried about getting this money. I even offered to give her the fucking money & be done with it... I'm done... you can't help someone who desn't wanna help themselves... I'm just spent. Even a friendship is getting to be outta the question. Plus she wanted to make my scrapbook for me.. It's been 3 months now.. She said it takes that long to do one for the past 18 months... Somehow I doubt it. MAYBE just maybe if she stayed in one weekend & didn't hit the bars or go out with whoever..



So I'm off to bed for the night..Later SG land.

"Life is just a dream on the highway to death."

I'm still posing the song challenge. I'm going download crazy, so gimme your favorite song & I'm downloading it. I wanna check out different bands so help me out... biggrin

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