I'm remembering what I hated about school...READING!! It's even worse when it a 5 1/2 week class. You have a full semester of shit crammed into you so quick it's ri-goddamn-diculous!! I just tell myself that it's all worth it in the end though...I hope! I still have an A after the second week so I'm doing o.k. so far.. 
Seems like things in my life are slowing down & speeding up at the same time. Everything with Gabrielle has been comming to a head. Next weekend she's planning on moving out but I plan on having her out before that. I found the guys house & now I'll be able to drop off a little package to his wife & his wifes dad...Gabrielle is soooooo stupid. She found som stuff I wrote on another online journal & it point blank said that i know & I told her a friend of mine saw her & this guy @ the park together....She still doesn't think I know...She thinks I'm just suspicious. lol
Fri. night we went to the rodeo b/c Gabrielle got free tickets from work. Well she had to go see if she could get them switched around to wheelchair seating..She get's off work @ 2, it takes 20 mins to get home...she FINALLY got here around 5:30 that night. Told me & my mom straight to our faces that it took them that long to get everything switched around with the tickets..BULLSHIT! I read her journal lastnite & come to find out her & this guy went to their new meeting spot & made out. He had to go to Jeff City for drills that weekend & wanted her to come with him. She said she couldn't because she'd already made plans & I was excited to go. then she thought about just telling me she couldn't get the tickets changed around. Then before she left to come home she got him off & the come home huggin' on me & shit..
GAH! I feel nasty even having her touch me anymore. I just want her to shower as soon as she gets home everyday..
She's just now starting to realize this isn't a game & that if they get caught there's gonna be ALOT of people hurt. She just never thought of anyone but herself all this time. i never thought I would feel this way about her..I used to love her soooo much. Now I just look at her with complete disgust.
Seems like things in my life are slowing down & speeding up at the same time. Everything with Gabrielle has been comming to a head. Next weekend she's planning on moving out but I plan on having her out before that. I found the guys house & now I'll be able to drop off a little package to his wife & his wifes dad...Gabrielle is soooooo stupid. She found som stuff I wrote on another online journal & it point blank said that i know & I told her a friend of mine saw her & this guy @ the park together....She still doesn't think I know...She thinks I'm just suspicious. lol
Fri. night we went to the rodeo b/c Gabrielle got free tickets from work. Well she had to go see if she could get them switched around to wheelchair seating..She get's off work @ 2, it takes 20 mins to get home...she FINALLY got here around 5:30 that night. Told me & my mom straight to our faces that it took them that long to get everything switched around with the tickets..BULLSHIT! I read her journal lastnite & come to find out her & this guy went to their new meeting spot & made out. He had to go to Jeff City for drills that weekend & wanted her to come with him. She said she couldn't because she'd already made plans & I was excited to go. then she thought about just telling me she couldn't get the tickets changed around. Then before she left to come home she got him off & the come home huggin' on me & shit..
GAH! I feel nasty even having her touch me anymore. I just want her to shower as soon as she gets home everyday..
She's just now starting to realize this isn't a game & that if they get caught there's gonna be ALOT of people hurt. She just never thought of anyone but herself all this time. i never thought I would feel this way about her..I used to love her soooo much. Now I just look at her with complete disgust.
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i really liked the davinci code. someone just gave me dan brown's deception point, but i'm just not feelin' it yet. . . .