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So it's time for an over due update here kiddies.

I actually got to have Breeann for Halloween! First year EVER! We took her Trick -r-Treating, it started raining off & on most of the night & started to get prety cold, BUT it was a good time all & all though





She was a Barbie Princess. It kinda sucked not being able to get out of the car & go to all the doors with her but I got to go anyway.
Fri. night is the Fall Festival @ her school but I dunno if I'm gonna be able to go 'cause it's really hard for my mom to try & help me in & out of the car & I haven't done it on my own enough yet to be very good at it so we'll see...

So my dad is gonna be getting home this weekend & I'll have Breeann too, SO my mom just goes ahead & decides that we're going to have Breeann's b-day party this Sat... I had no input or say so about it, nothing. She calls my grandma & my aunt & told them we'd just kinda have a party Sat.. So now it's my Aunt, a couple little couzins, a couple of my aunts younger nieces, my grandma & maybe a couple other people...It just kind of made me mad that I didn't know ANYTHING about it until the plans where all made... Plus I had some plans with some friends for just a couple hours Sat evening & now I prety much have to cancel them...ANYWAY.

I spent the rest of the weekend just watching movies. The Ring 2, Longest Yard, Van Helsing & Catwoman (just 'cause it was the only thing on t.v. It was o.k....)

Today was a FUN day..(VERY sarcastic there!!) I was home by myself & it was around one in the afternoon & I was leaning down to pet my cat...(Keep in mind that ever since I got home from the hospital my parent have been EXTREMELY nervous about me being home alone) So I lean down to pet my cat & yeah I start to slip forward..The I fell forward a little.. I caught myself but not enough to push myself back up. so yeah I feel out of my damn wheelchair for the first time today.. NOT..I REPEAT..NOT fun. AT ALL!! So my mom wasn't due home for about 2-3 more hours. I was at least 10+ feet away from a phone. My upper body just isn't strong enough to pull myself very well. So over a half hour period I got about...oh 2-3 feet. Yeah. So I just fell asleep for a few mins..Woke up, started trying to get to the phone again..Yeah I never made it. Mom gets home a little after 3 & comes in & sees my empty wheelchair & the walks over & sees me about 5 feet away & she starts to freak out. So yeah today was interesting to say the least..I sore as hell & that's another reason I may not be able to go Fri night..

Mom has to take my cat to the vet tomorrow morning.. she hurt her back paw some how. She's been limping around all day. I feel bad for her & I'm hoping it's nothing bad. Hell she's 14 now.

Hope everone's had a good week & had a great Halloween!

Oh yeah my new crush