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So my Fathers Day was spent just relaxing with mom and dad. Went to go see Batman Begins. GREAT MOVIE!! Highly recomend going to see it.

My day started out with a small earthquake!! eeek eeek Nothing big, just felt like a strong gust of wind..

Today I had my daughter and she'll be here till noon tomorrow. She went to therapy today with me and got...
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whitewidow:
Sounds like it was a fun daysmile I can't wait to have kids myselfwink

And how sweet are you for offering to tuck me into bed!!biggrin

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xevilxashleyx:
Aww, that's so cute! smile

That's fucking awesome that you're gramdmother got you a stop sign! I steal..*ahem*...I...er..acquire...signs and cones and whatnot all the time and all I ever get is yelled at!
(But at least I don't get arrested, aye? wink )
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GOD I'M BORED!!!

I had to go to a wedding w/Gabrielle (well reception anyway) today. Yeah...I went there knowing exactlly 0 people....Turns out I did know the guy who was setting next to me. He's in one of the local bands around here I used to listen to. He's partied out my old house before I moved back home. Then I ran into a girl...
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whitewidow:
I'm back and I'm burntfrown

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whitewidow:
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I'm back!! It's only been like 2 days but stay with me here....

SO...I go to therapy yesterday...THEN we head to STL for the game!! Clear skies..awesome day for a game!! We get there about 4 or so..game starts at 6..we go to one of the restaraunts there by the stadium...WELL about half way up to STL we realize....I left all my pill at home..Shit...
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whitewidow:
blush you are too sweet to me blush

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whitewidow:
Well - keep being you thenwink

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I'm sooo damn tired. Went to see Amnitiville Horror tonite finally! Great flick I must say. Then went and had my first CORONA since my accident..I must say..it was rather tasty. I wish I'd have had a camera..I need to start saving my money to get a better one....

I think I'm off to bed for the evening though...Sorry I haven't read anyones journal in...
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whitewidow:
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whitewidow:
O.K - time to actually read the journals of my friendswink How is everything going hun?

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I open my eyes
I try to see but Im blinded by the white light
I cant remember how
I cant remember why
Im lying here tonight

And I cant stand the pain
And I cant make it go away
No I cant stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
Ive got no where to run
The night goes...
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minceir:
whats wrong?
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Even when I'm surrounded by people I still feel so alone..I dunno why. It's like I can still laugh and joke but I still feel this cold feeling inside..I can't help it, I just can't really reach out to anyone any more. I just kinda feel like I can only tell certain people certain things. I miss having someone I could tell anything to.

It's...
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pollywog:
hey if you have any questions about your physical/occupational therapy, i would be happy to answer them.
i really hope you have kick ass therapists who kick your ass into shape wink
good luck!!

_biblia_:
To save your South Park character:

You need to do a screen capture and save it as a .gif file for uploading. I can tell you step by step on a mac-- as for pc, i'd have to wait til tomorrow at work to see how.

I hope you had fun playing with it anyway!
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I'm really starting to just hate life.......
faye:
Been in that position for like...the last eight years of my life bud
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user304975207:
Dont hate. Appreciate. Seriously. You have your kid. biggrin
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Normally a weekend with my daughter around just lifts my spirits and really makes everything else go away,not this weekend. I dunno why really. All weekend when mom and dad wanna talk I just wanna shove my nose in a book or stare at the computer screen. I sit and play with Breeann as much as I can but I just feel worse and worse...
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whitewidow:
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whitewidow:
Mondays suck asstongue

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How can someone you love make you hurt so much?? Why is it that I some how find myself in a relationship that I don't want to give up on even though I feel it slipping farther away every day..Why do I keep holding on? Am I still that in love, so in love that I would sit back and have my stomach in knots...
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whitewidow:
I bet if you travel then you would be happywink

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whitewidow:
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So after driving an hour and a half to Busch Stadium in STL, (mostly in the rain and with half of us in bad moods), we get there, sit through about an hour rain delay, freeze our asses off, me and Gabrielle just got more agravated with each other..me more so than her, and then the Cardninals fucking lose!! mad Just a really bad day yesterday....
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whitewidow:
Awwww - thanks hunfrown
user304975207:
Wow. Ok lemme tell ya a little something. I already have 2 kids. And now I cant have anymore. My boyfriend knows this and HAS known since before we even got together. Hes told me upwards of a million times that he knows I cant have kids and hes fine with that. That we can adopt...everything.
It bothers me that your gf (im assuming thats what she is) said that to you cause it sounds like a guilt trip or something.

SOrry for my rant. frown
*HUGS*
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So last week I had the thing happen in the pool w/my leg. the this weeken I've been able to get myself in the house by myself. Plus I've just noticed that I been getting alot stronger.
On another note, fri was Gabrielle's b-day so we went out to eat with her dad, his fiance, and her brother, we brought my mom and Breeann along...
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