Man, I remember when I used to update 4 & 5 times a week. Now if I have time to update more than once a week I'm happy!
It's been about the same ol same ol though. School & working out.. The situation with my ex fiance being so nice is still running it's course.. She's still being really nice & just chatting away with... Read More
O.k. I'm alot more rested from my last entry.. I talked to a good friend of mine from Chicago the other day & her & her fiance might be moving back down here!! Finally someone to drag along to concerts with me this summer! That is IF they move back down here. *fingers crossed*
St. Louis baseball tickects went on sale yesterday so I got... Read More
Im so glad you are feeling better, didn't really know what to say to your last posts, sorry! If I had thought of anything constructive to say you know I would have dont you!
Why do I feel like my life is on this permenant self destruct? Just everything I do in life it's like I purposely screw it up. Sometimes I just set myself up to fall. I build up my hopes & expectations only to watch them crumble & fall. I build up my ideas about people & situations in my life to be more than what... Read More
Jesus..lately it seems like I NEVER really get much sleep & lastnite was no exception let me tell you..
So this is this conversation that went down with me & my ex (Bree's mom) lastnite. Interesting to say the least. It's a long entry so read if you like.
Everyting I hear this song it sticks in my head the rest of the day....
NE-YO
"So Sick"
Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But... Read More
So I finally made my way through my first speech.. I was up till 3am recording & re-recording it but I'm done!! It was an impromto (sp?) speech ,even though we knew the topic all week long, so I really didn't write anything out. Plus I waited till the last damn day, won't do that again, so I ended up being up till 3 this... Read More
People on here piss me the hell off sometimes! Mostly the boards really.
I know alot of you heard about the stupid software that sony/bmg is putting on their cd's now. It basically prevents you from burning multiple copies & mixed cd's. Well I bought the new Santana cd & I (like a dumbass) installed the software, not thinking about it really.. So I posted... Read More
we're working on it. i think we're entering the ernie ball battle of the bands to play warped tour. since we're not signed we are paying for everything ourselves, which makes it hard to get out of LA. no one owns a van or anything. it's just one of those things we're working on. trust me... we want to come!
Yeah so I say to hell with today..fuck it. V-day is supposed to be the day you spend with the person you love & it's supposed to be all sweet & romantical like.. It's just like any other holliday anymore.. Just another over commercialized day for people to make money off of. It's like if you don't buy flowers, chocolates or dimonds & inculde a... Read More
O.K.... just a quickie update. I been around my groups & on the boards so I fiugured it was time for an update.
So it's been almost 2 weeks & yeah I'm done & over it, for the most part. I don't see her changing like I thought & had hoped (for her sake). So I really don't see us being any kind of freinds... Read More
So it's over...she's gone. Gabrielle's gone. it all came to a head lastnite & I called her out on it.
God dammit I have basically HATED her for this shit the last couple months..Watcing the look on her face when I told her I knew was priceless, but what came next I hadn't planned for.
.. that is all pretty crazy!.. i am so sorry to hear you are going through this!!.. try to stay strong and I hope everything works out for you!! *hugs*
So it's week 4 of class. Grades from last week will be up tomorrow. I'm fairly sure I'm still holding strong with an A! I'm hoping anyway. It just occured to me yesterday that this is a 5 1/2 week class & it's already week 4!! That good I guess. It's flown by so quickly. I still need to get my webcam for my next... Read More
I'm remembering what I hated about school...READING!! It's even worse when it a 5 1/2 week class. You have a full semester of shit crammed into you so quick it's ri-goddamn-diculous!! I just tell myself that it's all worth it in the end though...I hope! I still have an A after the second week so I'm doing o.k. so far..
It's just like any other holliday anymore.. Just another over commercialized day for people to make money off of. It's like if you don't buy flowers, chocolates or dimonds & inculde a... 
i feel your pain.
That good I guess. It's flown by so quickly. I still need to get my webcam for my next...