dirrrty

This may look like an update but DONT BE FOOLED! It's just one more entry to add to my lamedom..

I'm so LAME that I don't even know what COUNTRY I'm gonna be living in much less what city. I had plans to move to Manchester but they have been put on a huge halt. I'm left now to come up with a brilliant place for this gypsy heart to call "home".

At the very top of my list is British Columbia, Canada. It sure would be awesome to live so close to my friends and family but still living far away enough to not feel sufficated by everything the US govt believes in. That's all I'll say about that.

It would be nice to live alone.. to grow my own herbs & write my erotica in peace. Maybe live in a place where I don't feel so foreign - anyone whose ever been a wallflower knows that I mean by that. I can be in any country, around so many different cultures and ethnicities and not feel as foreign as I do around people I used to go to H.S. with.

Only a miracle will keep me in the United States. A miracle, or sheer laziness to not letting my heart go out there and explore the possibilities of living someone where new & exciting. However if I do end up in a lil place called Tampa, it will only be because my hands where tired behind my back

OTHER PLACES (I would like to live)
- Italy
- Netherlands
- Ireland

This entry was written more for me to come back & read but since there are only a handful of you that glance at this I guess it will be alright..

Cheers