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What of mine can I uniquely offer?
Not the first to love you
Nor shall I be the last.

The aching bliss of your presence,
The soothing wash of your voice
So shallow in contrast to the hollow void of your absence.

Gladly would I sacrifice
My place in eternity just for you to sigh.

The brightness of the pallette of your life
Holds me...
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forkandles:
I empathise with your comments about love. I'm in a similar situation over here. I got to know my 'unrequited love' when we lived in a house-share. she moved out after a year but we still meet. Psychologically we are like identical twins, almost to the point of being telepathic. I fucked up when I had a chance but she is a wonderful, charming friend, which is quite a big consolation.
Your girl sounds as though she is good for you even if you aren't dating and there is always a chance that things may swing in your favour in the future,
rin:
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Still just getting by. Found a job about an hour and a half out of the city, and'll be starting on monday.

Raedar made me introduce myself to a girl at karaoke on wednesday. I was really quite apprehensive since I know that the work I'm about to start'll keep me away for stretches of time that are the opposite of conducive to starting a...
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atrasties:
hey where you at?
freakpirate:
As I have said for the last three years of doing this test... you fucking whore. tongue

The new one will be out on Thursday. biggrin

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Things are going so very slowly right now. Hours don't seem to pass with the same carelessness that they used to. It'd be nice to think that its cuz I've simply got too much free time on my hands, but I honestly think its something more frustrating. Not having anyone to share that spare time with is what's getting me down. Sure I can hang...
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rosita:
woops I went a little trigger happy with the mouse

[Edited on Mar 28, 2005 10:06PM]
rosita:
oh yeah that was me
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Sporadic updating is really starting to get lame. I don't get the chance to really sit down and read what's going on with everyone else and write meaningful responses. Bear with me for a while longer people - I'm getting much better health-wise, and I'll be returning to a form of work relatively soon. I've made the decision not to return to the old job...
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freakpirate:
The guitar isn't all that hard if you're just learning chords.

Oh... and zenFish is wrong there. I do remember kissing him on New Years.

hotcurry:
Are you still coming? I would be very happy indeed. I just didn't know... I mean things were weird... and aw, I would be so happy if you came to hang out in LA. biggrin Do you think you'll be coming down here with people?
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So I'm hijacking my dad's internet connection while I'm visiting him here in Innisfail, AB, trying to give you all a decent update between glances at the World Junior team light up the lamp at Slovakia's side and cringing at the weakness of our own goal-tending...thusly, I mean to say its going pretty slow.

I've moved back in with my mom and step-dad in Sherwood...
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meanwhilethecat:
oh, ill be there...theres no real family time, cause mines in the southern US...family time this christmas was 20 minutes ago when my dad called, heh.
anyway, im totally alright, i realized how emo that entry sounded but couldnt seem to make it sound any less like i wanted to off myself, and somehow i figured a wink or something may have been off colour, heh.
but yeah, thanks for the virtual hug...but did you really have to grab my ass?

oh yes, i will see you on New Years.

edited to say: i just read your journal entry as well...shit man, we should start a sicky club or something...maybe we can spend new years sipping on virgin daiquiris and caesars. even better we could get, uh....better.

[Edited on Dec 25, 2004 11:25PM]
smuffy:
hey. i have been slacking too. i enjoyed meeting you and i look forward to getting to know you better within the next year. biggrin
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My god i woke up feeling like crap today. All the worst symptoms you can imagine - the sweats, pounding headache, upset stomach, dizziness...you name it. I sincerely hope its not a result of the new medication i'm taking - they're immunosuppressants, so it is a possibility frown.

Consequently, all my plans for the day have gone down the drain...painting over the damaged spots of...
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quasievil01:
Here's hoping you get a computer for Christmas...
dookiejones:


Merry Christmas D_Romantic
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Huzzah! Sleep patterns are slowly returning to normal! This may be a new record for me - returning to a daytime schedule within 2 days rather than a whole week eeek

Tried doing some christmas shopping this morning...all i got was something for my dad. Still need my step-mother's, my mom's and my little sister's. Only I'm ordering tickets to the men's national curling tournament for...
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decedent:
hell no, don't wait until christmas is over. i've spent more money on myself in the last month than i have all year. or maybe i'm just terrible.
freakpirate:
Due to a challenge on my Trivial Pursuit skills it appears I will be showing up tonight. I'm going to kill someone. With trivia.

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I'm loving this too much to wipe it all with an update so i'll just edit this entry...

Need to go run some errands right now...and smoke some weed...so i'm out for a bit biggrin



Bah...stupid explorer...going to the microsoft update page as i'm updating my journal. Boo-fucking-urns.

So, uh, yeah. I'm home, eh. And I'm gonna be home for quite a while considering that its...
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quasievil01:
It must just bowel problem month... the wife... not well.

Did you know that bowel related problems are estimated to be the cause of 60% of all work absentees? It's a fact...er...an estimation..
weetzie:
i AM retarded.

and i will be to an even greater degree in two weeks time.

woot!
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Oi. Leaving for work (again). Not much has happened since sunday...sorry bout that. I'm just boring that way.

Gonna be home by no later than the 15th. And surprisingly, things just might work out that I'm gonna be here for the monster new year's bash in Calgary after all eeek!!!!

Tell you all more when I get home safe and sound.

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meanwhilethecat:
im digging out the blueberries...i expect you there
hotcurry:
romantic life maybe... sex life yes. wink

I missed your comments. It's good to hear from you again. Are you going to be home for Christmas?
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Tehehe...(semi-)impromptu road trips rock biggrin

On a whim earlier last week, I made the decision that I was totally going to take a road trip to Calgary to visit some of the fantastic SG folk down there. After posting in the SG Canades West group about it, FreakPirate spoke up and said he wanted to come to. As a result, as of 1530 hours on Saturday...
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clover:
I just live like 4 hours away from her now...makes it kind of hard to just hang out and get a bite to eat
rin:
hey, it was so awesome to see you. let me know when you are coming back!