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Tuesday Jan 10, 2006

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just another fucking day in paradise- or is it...just another day in fucking paradise?

either way, it still isn't sincere. but do you want to know what is? I don't. But would very much like to know, so when you find out, would you please send me a memo? thanks,

management

most of the time i wish I was a marionette. That way, someone else would be controlling me. Sometimes freedom isn't what I need, but rather a force telling me what makes me happy and when i can laugh as opposed to interpreting my feelings by myself. I'm not sure I can tell you what truly makes me happy anymore- outside of time with my kids. But isn't that sad....or even pathetic?

I would rather sit at home and pleasure myself than making the effort or taking the time to meet someone like me; if such a creature exists. I'm sure there is someone out there for me, but dating games suck. Why can't people realize that fun and love are cool????....not some evil force created by the boys in the back lot of WB for the weekly "charmed" episode.

Well- this journal entry 'just aint that happening'. I've had a fairly quiet week. I would like to quote someone to make this more fun or interesting...but, I cannot.

I want to smile soon. but its hard when you trust no one, or love.....someone who cannot love you back. You know who you are.


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thrasher:

UPCOMING EVENT:SGAZ Open Event 5 & Diner dinner and meet and greet!

This is an open event you've been waiting for! You'll need to attend if you really want into SAGZ



The address is in the link above. We picked a centralish location, so hopefully no one has to drive to far.
Please be sure to bring a few bucks more than you think you need. Remember tax and tip.

We are likely to head for beers somewhere afterwards, so keep that in mind as well.
biggrin biggrin biggrin

Jan 16, 2006
graycen:
Are you Ok? Haven't see you around in a bit...
Gray
Jan 21, 2006

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