Its barely the second day of 2006 and I already hate the sound of it.
Its got to be better than 2005 or I don't have much more time on this planet. I turned 35 2 weeks ago. I actually had a good bday- probably the finest day of the year. But of course, that came to a screeching halt.
Just when I thought that there was never anyone out there for me- BOOM! there she was. I met her in the middle of November in the emergency room of all places. My dad's health hasn't been so good for the past 6 months- so one night while I was there in the hospital with him, she came in and introduced herself. It was totally hot too because she hit on me. The Kicker- she lives with her boyfriend, who also happens to be her baby girl's dad.
We were inseperable for the next 4 weeks. I saw her every day. We had developed a great, strong bond. We even got our kids together.....
Now that the holidays are over- so are we. She "reconnected" with him over xmas and I am heart broken. Truly, I am. I had feelings for her that I thought I was never capable of feeling ever again. I am thankful to have met such a wonderful person. If nothing else, I have faith that someone is out there for me.
Happy new year everyone. Especially to my 2 sweet girls. I hear them snoring in the room next to me.
Its got to be better than 2005 or I don't have much more time on this planet. I turned 35 2 weeks ago. I actually had a good bday- probably the finest day of the year. But of course, that came to a screeching halt.
Just when I thought that there was never anyone out there for me- BOOM! there she was. I met her in the middle of November in the emergency room of all places. My dad's health hasn't been so good for the past 6 months- so one night while I was there in the hospital with him, she came in and introduced herself. It was totally hot too because she hit on me. The Kicker- she lives with her boyfriend, who also happens to be her baby girl's dad.
We were inseperable for the next 4 weeks. I saw her every day. We had developed a great, strong bond. We even got our kids together.....
Now that the holidays are over- so are we. She "reconnected" with him over xmas and I am heart broken. Truly, I am. I had feelings for her that I thought I was never capable of feeling ever again. I am thankful to have met such a wonderful person. If nothing else, I have faith that someone is out there for me.
Happy new year everyone. Especially to my 2 sweet girls. I hear them snoring in the room next to me.
Really truly!
Gray