I guess I should put something eventually

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So I'm here to hide out from life. It's falling apart lately and I just need a space. Some corner that's dark and mine.

I'm trying to get back to writing more. I enjoy it, I just don't make the time for it. I have a list of things I'd "like to get back to", not entirely sure when I got away from so much of it.

Saw the psychiatrist for the first time today. It was interesting. Kind of felt silly that a person you spend an hour with can cut through some things you've been wrestling with for years. I'm supposed to keep a journal about how I feel every day. It's weird putting somewhat abstract things down on solid paper and then looking at them. Like a wave of depression isn't really a thing until it's on a paper.

Anyways, this looked so empty, so now there's something in it.

linnova:
Thats great news that you are seeing progress after only one appointment! What a positive way to start the new year. I've kept a journal since I was 10. Sometimes I feel like my thoughts are too quick to write on paper, so I started using this journal app on my phone, My Wonderful Days. You can put a lock on it, add pictures, and rate your mood. It makes it a lot easier to jot down what I'm feeling throughout the day (cause we all know how hard it can be to get yourself to sit and focus only on your writing). Once I start, the words just keep flowing. I hope that you keep up with your writing. It's a great experience to look back and see how much you've grown over the years. 

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