i cannot change things. if i could, things would be different right now. instead, i will just go with the flow and assume this is how things should be.......no more wishing he will come over in the night, he is-apparently-done with me and has given me every reason to leave it behind.
i did not, in fact, go to texas. i refuse to leave b/c...
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maidofsteel:
ex are ex's for a reason...lol, what insight i posses....


...been listening to hopesfall most of the night. they really used to be a great band, their last cd really annoys me. it's all catchy, but crap in comparison....too bad.
hmmm....i wish i could put all my thoughts out here, but that would be bad, so to myself they will keep.
to those very few who know what's going on with me, i'm better. like...
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hmmm....i wish i could put all my thoughts out here, but that would be bad, so to myself they will keep.
to those very few who know what's going on with me, i'm better. like...
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yuriel:
i feel like that about offspring
things are well
as good as they can be all things considered for me hon <3
im glad youre better -hugs-
youll get over it and find someone a gajillion times better. i mean like yeah come on

things are well
as good as they can be all things considered for me hon <3

im glad youre better -hugs-
youll get over it and find someone a gajillion times better. i mean like yeah come on


beckricci:
There, there dude. We've all been that situation.
(Bartender, another round for my friend with the broken heart!)
Okay. Do please me posted on how things go in TX!
(Bartender, another round for my friend with the broken heart!)
Okay. Do please me posted on how things go in TX!
note to self: do not embarass yourself, again, by begging for a relationship....
checkmark, done deal.
i leave on sunday for texas....yay for me. until then, i will only have a good time. no more being a slush over this shit.
::smiles and says aloud, "i never did mind about the little things." ::
(i'll keep the rest of my ideas to myself.)

checkmark, done deal.
i leave on sunday for texas....yay for me. until then, i will only have a good time. no more being a slush over this shit.
::smiles and says aloud, "i never did mind about the little things." ::
(i'll keep the rest of my ideas to myself.)
popepancho:
you heading back home to SA?
if you make it up to austin let me know
we'll paint the town cubist
if you make it up to austin let me know
we'll paint the town cubist
yuriel:
awh.
well you enjoy texas damn it!
and yeah no more slushiness.
though. mmm slushies!
hah.
note to self: her advice to herself is good. stop begging yuri.
<3
i figure youd appreciate the quirkiness in that one.

well you enjoy texas damn it!

and yeah no more slushiness.
though. mmm slushies!
hah.
note to self: her advice to herself is good. stop begging yuri.

<3
i figure youd appreciate the quirkiness in that one.

hmmm....today's been crazy. i couldn't sleep last night, so i've been little ms. grouchy all day...as the day progressed, my mood got worse...then tonight, i took a chance just to have it backfire on me.....lesson learned (no more chances of that sort)....and as if my mind isn't all stressed out as it is, i can't help but feel like shit over my ex. i fucked...
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yuriel:
huh? i thought you were due to be married?
-shrug-
youll be fine. you could be my screwed up head.
i feel like i have pms.
man i need the chocolate to work its magic haha.
i wanna get away too.
but same thing. how. and to where?
and can we really escape..... ourselves?
-hugs-
you take care and get some rest.

-shrug-
youll be fine. you could be my screwed up head.
i feel like i have pms.
man i need the chocolate to work its magic haha.
i wanna get away too.
but same thing. how. and to where?
and can we really escape..... ourselves?
-hugs-
you take care and get some rest.

i'm currently at a friend's house in the process of dying the tips of my hair blue....and damn, i think i'm getting high off the bleach. 

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juno106:
How did the blue tips come out? will we get pics of this?
gosifer:
Thanks for the comment in my journal. The Natural Bridge Caverns weren't that interesting, maybe because I have seen them before. I liked Cascade Caverns because it was much smaller, off the beaten path, and less crowded. The grounds and buuildings were all dilapitated, actually the ferris wheel photos were from Cascade.
I actually enjoyed myself on this trip, which usually doesn't happen in San Antonio. Maybe because 75% of my time was elsewhere.
I actually enjoyed myself on this trip, which usually doesn't happen in San Antonio. Maybe because 75% of my time was elsewhere.
word of the month, 'No.'
yuriel:
only of the -month- ?



yuriel:
long time no see -waves-



had a realization earlier......i have no photographer now that i am single....dammit....and damn him b/c there's still love for t'e man
bagz:
i'd be your photographer but i'm not very good...
thats rough...how long were you with this fellow?
thats rough...how long were you with this fellow?
cosmic_boy:
Greetings
Just joined SG and found your profile. Like it a lot. And you look yummy
I reside in Metairie, LA. I'm an aspiring photographer looking for freinds to model for me. We could help each other out. Would enjoy photographing you.
Not sure how far Pineville is. Your welcome to visit and stay over, or I could visit you. I like being spontaneous and adventurous.
Cosmic_Boy

Just joined SG and found your profile. Like it a lot. And you look yummy

I reside in Metairie, LA. I'm an aspiring photographer looking for freinds to model for me. We could help each other out. Would enjoy photographing you.
Not sure how far Pineville is. Your welcome to visit and stay over, or I could visit you. I like being spontaneous and adventurous.
Cosmic_Boy

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astarimpaled:
Juno does kick ass!
bagz:
i don't know juno but if he can kick ass...big ups to him...
do you recognize the moments that change your life? sometimes they are so small, and at other times they come crashing down on you that if you didn't notice what the fuck was going on you don't deserve the air you breathe....i've had one of those moments here recently....everything came crashing....the snowball that i pushed childishly down the hill ended up behind me and larger...
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gosifer:
One thing that is changing my life was the moment I realized I don't remeber the last time I watched the sunset.
i hope being upbeat is a good thing around here
lets not be strangers.. speak soon
Peace to ya Dear,
Samantha