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so...i went camping last night for the first time! it was fun, actually. i figured i'd have only two problems and surely enough, that was it. a) peeing in the woods--being a female, this is rather inconvenient b)spiders! the whole peeing in the woods thing wasn't as bad as i imagined, except for the spiders. i was creeped out! everytime i'd walk away from camp...
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squatter:
camping is always fun ;]
darvon:
Yay for camping! Glad to hear that you had a good time...wasn't entirely sure if you did or didn't. Just watch out for those giant leaf spiders next time, eh? And don't pull a Jon and wander off drunk and fall in the river! wink
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hmmm. i can't stop biting my nails. and now they are all bloody and ouchy, darnnit. i went and took some stuff to one of the shelters today, and then headed over to the mall to donate blood. i'm going to start volunteering my time tomorrow after work to help w/ the refugees. i think it's been said that our population in this town has...
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yuriel:
I'm always bored lately -shrug-
And worried. And I've always been silly too.
Wow tongue
-shrug-
I wouldn't bother trying even if my burner -did- work. Nothing to play cd's on worth a flip anyways haha. And those things skip when you walk.
-laughs-
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darvon:
If you really want to volunteer at a place, go out to LSUA. I did about 5 hours there on Saturday. All of the people out there are 'special needs refugees' though. So don't go if you don't think you can handle seeing people at just about their lowest. Sad to see the condition of some of the people who used to have single rooms in a hospital and now they are with 200 other people in a gym. frown
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lately i've been trying to burn a cd as a challenge....it shall be what i would consider the 'soundtrack' to my life wink fun, fun, eh? some i'm considering, are louis armstrong's 'what a wonderful world,' mozart's pianio concert in A major, "papercut" by linkin park, "lover i don't have to love" by brighteyes, a few from hum off their greatest/bestest album 'you'd prefer an astronaut'...
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so, it's saturday night and i'm at home..about to head to bed and it's only 1:16am! since i've been waking up earlier and have nothing to do, i'm considering heading to church in the morn...why not? i have nothing else to do...of course, the fact that i'm agnostic throws that off a bit. but like i said, i have nothing else to fill in my...
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yuriel:
wow really girl hehe.
well sleep tight. im bored as hell.

church?!? i could NEVER get THAT bored -laughs-
hehe dont feel stupid. some of us enjoy dropping by.
niteynite.
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astarimpaled:
sounds as if you have alot and nothing at all going on at once inside that mind of yours. tongue
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soo...wednesday's finally over! thank goodness. i'm actually really tired tonight. i messed up royally on my figures at work tonight b/c of the sleepiness. smile all's well tho with that, i had enough sense to fix my mistakes.
as a side note, i'm eager for saturday. it marks what is an important day for me. it is symbolism for a lot of things that i am...
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darvon:
Auld Lang Syne

besides that, glad to hear you're doing good with the two jobs apart from sleepiness. wink
avery666:
I'll raise a pint to you tonight....
oblahde-oblahda, LA - la la la la, life goes on.
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i find myself smiling quite a bit lately...which is odd for me. i've noticed that even my thoughts are postive w/o effort or thought like i would have had to do in the past....dare i say, i am happy? scary thought wink eh, just seems no point to not enjoy myself lately...too much shit can happen in a blink of an eye or when you least...
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beckricci:
Hey, if youy every feel that you may too happy, you can pass those surplus feeling my way. wink
yuriel:
haha i agree dear

amen im....actually halfway happy and stuff

and im scared lol

smile

(and i feel guilty thinking anyoens hot now. wtf? im supposed to be a shameless flirt!)

hope you and life are doing great too dear biggrin <3

really we must talk again when we are both more... awake hah
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so....it's been a few days. i have a new job as of monday-which makes me happy (better money!). a new friend has entered my life whose company i do enjoy (meet darvon )....everything seems o.k. i was able to speak to a friend tonight whom i haven't spoken to in a while.....we even have a phone date for this evening. i miss my ex, but...
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darvon:
w00t, I'm enjoyable company! I promise I'll get you that copy of SIn City. Left it at my parents house, but I'll get it tonight when I go over there. Sorry bout the tooth again. Break out that 'present' and it'll feel all better wink
yuriel:
yeah you two enjoy yourself.

i need to rent that but my family.... urgh theyre asspains and nosy hah.

yeah well get online
ill tell you what i know
im likely going to just wind up getting myself in more trouble.
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lyrics: "existing to tell the tales.....i wish i did"

today is a good day. friends are gathering w/ me to celebrate.....a month ago from today, my world fell apart...and today, now, i'm doing better than i have in years...so thank you guys, for dealing me a hard hit that makes me better and happier than i've been in years. lord knows we all need a...
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juno106:
hope things are doing well, sorry I haven't been around much.
sistervanian:
"the deeper the mud, the better the bloom (of the lotus)" ah yeah nam yoho renge kyo

I've been thinking about that alot lately due to my therapist telling me wo watch What's Kove Got To Do With It every day.. Now she wants me to read and watch The Colour Purple everyday. She must think I have alot of time on my hands....

Peace Dear,
Samantha
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darvon:
Hey chick, I took your advice and started an account on here. You'll probably eventually figure out who this is, but if you haven't guessed, I'll keep the suspense up. wink
darvon:
Besides, what WOULD you do with a giant 35 foot tall coke bottle? Uh huh, that's what I thought, you have no idea!