dilative

hmmm. i can't stop biting my nails. and now they are all bloody and ouchy, darnnit. i went and took some stuff to one of the shelters today, and then headed over to the mall to donate blood. i'm going to start volunteering my time tomorrow after work to help w/ the refugees. i think it's been said that our population in this town has doubled or tripled since we've tried to help 'em out (?). crazy. makes me very sad....seriously, i am such a wuss. i shed a tear when i walked into the shelter and saw how many were there in the small place, and then i shed another tear when i saw how much ppl had given, and how many ppl were volunteering. maybe i'm just silly today, i dunno. *shrugs* i saw one of my friends last night who was living in biloxi, MS. that made me very happy to see him in person and just fine. i have had so much on my mind today, that it seems impossible to sort it out...but then again, i am tired. seriously, tho, i am a very talkative person, but today i just had too much to say and was thinking about so much crap that i couldn't really say more than a few sentences to the few i talked to today. i've been like that a lot lately. which is weird, cause i think for once in my life no one knows what's going on in my head.
haha i have to laugh at myself, i said i couldn't really talk that much, but this entry seems decently worded... in conclusion, i'm just worried and silly.