do you recognize the moments that change your life? sometimes they are so small, and at other times they come crashing down on you that if you didn't notice what the fuck was going on you don't deserve the air you breathe....i've had one of those moments here recently....everything came crashing....the snowball that i pushed childishly down the hill ended up behind me and larger... Read More
ooo check. i went to the hospital last night, after finally having been talked into it....apparently this little thingy-majigt on my right forearm was accquired from a brown recluse spider bite! yikes! got a shot, some blood drawn, and some pills...now for this f/n thing to go away....glad i went when i did....the creepyness of the damn incident is the fact that i am arachnophobic.... Read More
dammit it all...i need to vent. ugh, there's someone i love, and i'm f/ning it up...the only conclusion as to 'why?' that i can think of is because i'm scared....ain't that some b.s. i've pondered every possiblity, and that's all i can come up with...
just for the record, it's not just him...it seems i'm in the midst of everything changing right now...
and for... Read More
just jump head first into it dearie.
-shrug-
anywho
yeah its the paper mill i really shouldda told him that heh heh.
too damned many of em around here hah.
That smell could also be Colfax Creosoting, It is right off of the expressway near the mill. It is where they creosote large poles like telephone poles. That shit stinks. But across from the Wal-Mart is Proctor & Gamble. And they do make detergent there, so that is probably the smell. Or a mix of the two, and that would explain the piss and shit smell.
hmmm...it's been a while...know that feeling where you want to do something crazy? i feel like that...i need a break from the humdrum, i believe...
i wanna have a photoshoot, too. that would be nice to either be photographed or photograph someone...i'm talking pour the fucking liquid latex all over the body and being propped on one of the million kickass graves in the area....something... Read More
Hey I accidentaly dropped you from my friends list, but re added you.
Anyway how is everything in good old Pineville? I have a buddy in rehab out there right now (not the first time, and probably not the last). I drove through about a month ago and had a hardy laugh at the fact that the town still smell like detergent. Someone let me in on the reason, it's supposed to be caused by the chemical plant.
Anyway, I'm tired, drop me a line in my journal occasionaly.
i've recently been introduced to strip clubs.....sleazy environment...but i love it....i will be going back.
as a side note, i need a prog to mix songs. any suggestions? i'm constantly getting two songs stuck in my head and tweaking them...the other day i had "quarantined," by at the drive in and "same ol' road" by dredg...it was f/n awesome! it pissed me off to no... Read More
When you say mix songs what exactly do you mean? If you mean like taking two songs and making them one there are alot of things that you have to think about. Such as are they in the same Key, are they the same tempo, and so on.
some great movies (yes, i know...some of theses are even on my profile list):
1. Donnie Darko
2. Waking Life
3. Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys
4. Secretary
5. Lock, Stock & 2 Smokin' Barrels
6. American History X
7. Boondock Saints
8. Mae
9. Trainspotting
10. Stella Does Tricks
11. Igby Goes Down
12. The Dangerous Lives of Altar Boys
13. Sixteen
14. Hang... Read More
Metropolis (silent version), 8 1/2 (Fellini), Blue Velvet (or anything by david lynch), Breakin' (for shits and giggles), pretty much anything with gary oldman.
finals week. fun fun, eh? i can't wait for this weekend...i'm not sure if i'll party or sleep 12 hours. either way, i'll be happy... advice needed: streak hair blue or red???
so...i'm getting dressed to go out, and i start thinking about a few of my favorite things...i have a thing for nice eyebrows accented by wonderful piercings! absolutely gorgeous. am i just the only one? i absolutely love women in suits, tie, and hats! t'is extremely hot...lol...anyhow i'm off to sport some boots and a man's shirt...much love...
Hope you had a blast.
Meh this town ... these places these memories.... SUCKIN THE LIFE OUTTA ME I TELL YA! hehe
<3
I love women period.
Now. One of them needs to hurry up and return the sentiment before I lose ... wait what sanity
I dont have any
*dresses up in tinfoil with tv antennae attached to his head ---
in a lightning storm!*