i find myself smiling quite a bit lately...which is odd for me. i've noticed that even my thoughts are postive w/o effort or thought like i would have had to do in the past....dare i say, i am happy? scary thought 
eh, just seems no point to not enjoy myself lately...too much shit can happen in a blink of an eye or when you least...
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eh, just seems no point to not enjoy myself lately...too much shit can happen in a blink of an eye or when you least... Read More
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so....it's been a few days. i have a new job as of monday-which makes me happy (better money!). a new friend has entered my life whose company i do enjoy (meet darvon )....everything seems o.k. i was able to speak to a friend tonight whom i haven't spoken to in a while.....we even have a phone date for this evening. i miss my ex, but...
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darvon:
w00t, I'm enjoyable company! I promise I'll get you that copy of SIn City. Left it at my parents house, but I'll get it tonight when I go over there. Sorry bout the tooth again. Break out that 'present' and it'll feel all better
yuriel:
yeah you two enjoy yourself.
i need to rent that but my family.... urgh theyre asspains and nosy hah.
yeah well get online
ill tell you what i know
im likely going to just wind up getting myself in more trouble.
i need to rent that but my family.... urgh theyre asspains and nosy hah.
yeah well get online
ill tell you what i know
im likely going to just wind up getting myself in more trouble.
lyrics: "existing to tell the tales.....i wish i did"
today is a good day. friends are gathering w/ me to celebrate.....a month ago from today, my world fell apart...and today, now, i'm doing better than i have in years...so thank you guys, for dealing me a hard hit that makes me better and happier than i've been in years. lord knows we all need a...
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today is a good day. friends are gathering w/ me to celebrate.....a month ago from today, my world fell apart...and today, now, i'm doing better than i have in years...so thank you guys, for dealing me a hard hit that makes me better and happier than i've been in years. lord knows we all need a...
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juno106:
hope things are doing well, sorry I haven't been around much.
sistervanian:
"the deeper the mud, the better the bloom (of the lotus)" ah yeah nam yoho renge kyo
I've been thinking about that alot lately due to my therapist telling me wo watch What's Kove Got To Do With It every day.. Now she wants me to read and watch The Colour Purple everyday. She must think I have alot of time on my hands....
Peace Dear,
Samantha
I've been thinking about that alot lately due to my therapist telling me wo watch What's Kove Got To Do With It every day.. Now she wants me to read and watch The Colour Purple everyday. She must think I have alot of time on my hands....
Peace Dear,
Samantha
darvon:
Hey chick, I took your advice and started an account on here. You'll probably eventually figure out who this is, but if you haven't guessed, I'll keep the suspense up.
darvon:
Besides, what WOULD you do with a giant 35 foot tall coke bottle? Uh huh, that's what I thought, you have no idea!
i cannot change things. if i could, things would be different right now. instead, i will just go with the flow and assume this is how things should be.......no more wishing he will come over in the night, he is-apparently-done with me and has given me every reason to leave it behind.
i did not, in fact, go to texas. i refuse to leave b/c...
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brokenhouse:
yay..! 
thanks for getting back
i hope being upbeat is a good thing around here
lets not be strangers.. speak soon
thanks for getting back
i hope being upbeat is a good thing around here
lets not be strangers.. speak soon
sistervanian:
oh don't be sad about my new name, it's actually my favourite character from a movie about latina gangstas called Mi Vida Loca, I just chose it cause it seemed approriate and kinda campy, but things are getting better between us, and we have alot of love for each other and hope for our future. We'll get through this. Progess is being made. We had a great visit last night and we're hanging out today, and possibly tonight as well. so don't be sad about my name. It's just a character I love, I'm more Soul Girl than Sad Girl at this point.
Peace to ya Dear,
Samantha
Peace to ya Dear,
Samantha
maidofsteel:
ex are ex's for a reason...lol, what insight i posses....
...been listening to hopesfall most of the night. they really used to be a great band, their last cd really annoys me. it's all catchy, but crap in comparison....too bad.
hmmm....i wish i could put all my thoughts out here, but that would be bad, so to myself they will keep.
to those very few who know what's going on with me, i'm better. like...
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hmmm....i wish i could put all my thoughts out here, but that would be bad, so to myself they will keep.
to those very few who know what's going on with me, i'm better. like...
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yuriel:
i feel like that about offspring
things are well
as good as they can be all things considered for me hon <3
im glad youre better -hugs-
youll get over it and find someone a gajillion times better. i mean like yeah come on
things are well
as good as they can be all things considered for me hon <3
im glad youre better -hugs-
youll get over it and find someone a gajillion times better. i mean like yeah come on
beckricci:
There, there dude. We've all been that situation.
(Bartender, another round for my friend with the broken heart!)
Okay. Do please me posted on how things go in TX!
(Bartender, another round for my friend with the broken heart!)
Okay. Do please me posted on how things go in TX!
note to self: do not embarass yourself, again, by begging for a relationship.... 
checkmark, done deal.
i leave on sunday for texas....yay for me. until then, i will only have a good time. no more being a slush over this shit.
::smiles and says aloud, "i never did mind about the little things." ::
(i'll keep the rest of my ideas to myself.)
checkmark, done deal.
i leave on sunday for texas....yay for me. until then, i will only have a good time. no more being a slush over this shit.
::smiles and says aloud, "i never did mind about the little things." ::
(i'll keep the rest of my ideas to myself.)
popepancho:
you heading back home to SA?
if you make it up to austin let me know
we'll paint the town cubist
if you make it up to austin let me know
we'll paint the town cubist
yuriel:
awh.
well you enjoy texas damn it!
and yeah no more slushiness.
though. mmm slushies!
hah.
note to self: her advice to herself is good. stop begging yuri.
<3
i figure youd appreciate the quirkiness in that one.
well you enjoy texas damn it!
and yeah no more slushiness.
though. mmm slushies!
hah.
note to self: her advice to herself is good. stop begging yuri.
<3
i figure youd appreciate the quirkiness in that one.
hmmm....today's been crazy. i couldn't sleep last night, so i've been little ms. grouchy all day...as the day progressed, my mood got worse...then tonight, i took a chance just to have it backfire on me.....lesson learned (no more chances of that sort)....and as if my mind isn't all stressed out as it is, i can't help but feel like shit over my ex. i fucked...
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yuriel:
huh? i thought you were due to be married?
-shrug-
youll be fine. you could be my screwed up head.
i feel like i have pms.
man i need the chocolate to work its magic haha.
i wanna get away too.
but same thing. how. and to where?
and can we really escape..... ourselves?
-hugs-
you take care and get some rest.
-shrug-
youll be fine. you could be my screwed up head.
i feel like i have pms.
man i need the chocolate to work its magic haha.
i wanna get away too.
but same thing. how. and to where?
and can we really escape..... ourselves?
-hugs-
you take care and get some rest.
i'm currently at a friend's house in the process of dying the tips of my hair blue....and damn, i think i'm getting high off the bleach.
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juno106:
How did the blue tips come out? will we get pics of this?
gosifer:
Thanks for the comment in my journal. The Natural Bridge Caverns weren't that interesting, maybe because I have seen them before. I liked Cascade Caverns because it was much smaller, off the beaten path, and less crowded. The grounds and buuildings were all dilapitated, actually the ferris wheel photos were from Cascade.
I actually enjoyed myself on this trip, which usually doesn't happen in San Antonio. Maybe because 75% of my time was elsewhere.
I actually enjoyed myself on this trip, which usually doesn't happen in San Antonio. Maybe because 75% of my time was elsewhere.
word of the month, 'No.'
yuriel:
only of the -month- ?
yuriel:
long time no see -waves-
had a realization earlier......i have no photographer now that i am single....dammit....and damn him b/c there's still love for t'e man
bagz:
i'd be your photographer but i'm not very good...
thats rough...how long were you with this fellow?
thats rough...how long were you with this fellow?
cosmic_boy:
Greetings
Just joined SG and found your profile. Like it a lot. And you look yummy
I reside in Metairie, LA. I'm an aspiring photographer looking for freinds to model for me. We could help each other out. Would enjoy photographing you.
Not sure how far Pineville is. Your welcome to visit and stay over, or I could visit you. I like being spontaneous and adventurous.
Cosmic_Boy
Just joined SG and found your profile. Like it a lot. And you look yummy
I reside in Metairie, LA. I'm an aspiring photographer looking for freinds to model for me. We could help each other out. Would enjoy photographing you.
Not sure how far Pineville is. Your welcome to visit and stay over, or I could visit you. I like being spontaneous and adventurous.
Cosmic_Boy
amen im....actually halfway happy and stuff
and im scared lol
(and i feel guilty thinking anyoens hot now. wtf? im supposed to be a shameless flirt!)
hope you and life are doing great too dear
really we must talk again when we are both more... awake hah