diggity

I feel that I am a stand-up sort of person, but I know that I have a major failing in integrity when it comes to hurting someones feelings. Or someone I care about. I have a really tough time doing the thing that is righ for me and what seems best for everyone when I know that someone I love is going to be hurt or take it poorly...even when they shouldn't. For instance, I know that I need to spend more time by myself and working on school, but instead I spend an excessive amout of time with people i love whom I do not get to see often even though I'm not much fun to be around when I don't get my alone time. Okay, I'm rambling and making little sense.
Anyway, I miss last summer. I had soo much fun getting to know some wonderful people, not being busy, and purging all the bad that had built up in my heart over the previous year.
Good news: I will be rolling in my own dorkyhot '75 valiant by the end of the week! I've been dreaming of driving a car with bench seats for a couple years, and now I have my own! !
'Till next time.

diggity

ps
What are some good list songs: In the line of REM's "It's the end of the world as we know it."
I consider Outkast's "Bombs over Baghdad," and Stevie Wonder's "Higher Ground" as falling loosly in this category. I do not consider Billy Joel's "We didn't start the fucking fire" as part of this category SO, what are your recomendations...