it came, we happened, a thought dropped in time, suspended in a moment for reanimation. playback without the movie shown on a wide screen. a complimentary taste as we walk through the grand doors towards hope and maturity. a glass of wine so sweet it was sour.
compliments by voices without figures standing in plain as daylight. holding our coats as we walked thru the hall. little by little the crowd of word seperated to reveal a banquet, so fit for a king. we were little suprised, instinct told us to expect. eating and drinking merryness and wine the night slipped into another time without our noticing. a time where words slip to rhyhme and the darkness becomes light. a place where the merryment never ends. a shallow grave ready and waiting.
stepping out of present time to a second further than light, we noticed a chill in the air.
i got the anti christ in the kitchen yelling at me again...
today i was given... a playstation two and now i am obsessed with a tennis game. tomorrow going to get some more games.
i was drunk last night.. im sorry american. i got drunker than ive been for a while, with added kick. had a really fucking amazing night. bonded completely with a guiy from work whos back from uni for the hols, by the end of it we were running up hugging each other and a kiss on the cheek. most embarrassing when i come to think of 5 hours earlier we were cleaning the kitchen together in uniform and ripping the piss out of joel. all the boys were lovely last night, straight boys are sometimes very lovely to me. i cant remember all of last night but i know i had two girls, one i went to school with who was flirting and the other i introduced myself to because i knew her thru a friend and then she took a liking to me.. very pretty ladies.. i didnt do anything.. was nice to feel wanted though. i will repeated i had a FUCKING GOOD NIGHT! thank you abs... and yes i have suffered a little today, a nap in the afternoon to help me thru the day. but i love my presents.. especially the london underground stuff.. and my pre-chosen clothes do suit muchly.
right, now its time for a new tattoo...
my hair is in a week.. woohoo!!!!!!!
Can we choose between the colour of the lipstick on the whores?
compliments by voices without figures standing in plain as daylight. holding our coats as we walked thru the hall. little by little the crowd of word seperated to reveal a banquet, so fit for a king. we were little suprised, instinct told us to expect. eating and drinking merryness and wine the night slipped into another time without our noticing. a time where words slip to rhyhme and the darkness becomes light. a place where the merryment never ends. a shallow grave ready and waiting.
stepping out of present time to a second further than light, we noticed a chill in the air.
i got the anti christ in the kitchen yelling at me again...
today i was given... a playstation two and now i am obsessed with a tennis game. tomorrow going to get some more games.
i was drunk last night.. im sorry american. i got drunker than ive been for a while, with added kick. had a really fucking amazing night. bonded completely with a guiy from work whos back from uni for the hols, by the end of it we were running up hugging each other and a kiss on the cheek. most embarrassing when i come to think of 5 hours earlier we were cleaning the kitchen together in uniform and ripping the piss out of joel. all the boys were lovely last night, straight boys are sometimes very lovely to me. i cant remember all of last night but i know i had two girls, one i went to school with who was flirting and the other i introduced myself to because i knew her thru a friend and then she took a liking to me.. very pretty ladies.. i didnt do anything.. was nice to feel wanted though. i will repeated i had a FUCKING GOOD NIGHT! thank you abs... and yes i have suffered a little today, a nap in the afternoon to help me thru the day. but i love my presents.. especially the london underground stuff.. and my pre-chosen clothes do suit muchly.
right, now its time for a new tattoo...
my hair is in a week.. woohoo!!!!!!!
Can we choose between the colour of the lipstick on the whores?
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....Now punish you maybe....hmmm
*shy but wicked grin
XOXO
~JAx