difranco

The Timid Fool [6:25 PM]: I wish you didn't feel so awkward. Maybe if I just keep telling you you're pretty, it will eventually sink in. I wouldn't lie to you, I don't have that kind of time

another day, another time to ignore and stand strong. realisation is nothing because things will be ok.
my head is a mixture. one past love : it bothers me and there is no one i can talk to of the situation. there is no situation. i sound like ***** everytime i bring it up. but... i never had.. never showed.. never proved, never loved in touch.. you never knew. maybe(?) *sighing* i am a friend.. a friend is all. shhhh.

i burnt my forehead with straightners - ow

"standing like john wayne she is full frame, she is centre of stage. my imagination is rattling in its cage"

maybe reality is perception . what are choices is those who proclaim and preach our set fortunes. we have little control but to just enjoy the ride. and when we falter and turn to other substances to enjoy the spices it is just a blip in the cycle. a progression of state, a state of mind increased by the level of audible enjoyment voiced within silence.

its christmas eve, lets go and get totalled.