something which runs thru my mind often is concepts. i puzzle my mind with the thoery of space and time. my belief is that our imagination is the only boundary stopping us from moving onto the next level. years ago when no one had thought of tvs or phones... it wouldve been unbelievable to think they might exist.
it is the possiblity that as soon...
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it is the possiblity that as soon...
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It's swiftly fading like your charm..
A few hours of such mood which drifts along the air, tailing every creature in its path. Such drunken tomfoolery which causes havock to those who know nothing better than follow the pack.. for whom fun does seem jus around the corner in every movement.
I could be in love, I am inlove, such a sweet one.. whose...
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A few hours of such mood which drifts along the air, tailing every creature in its path. Such drunken tomfoolery which causes havock to those who know nothing better than follow the pack.. for whom fun does seem jus around the corner in every movement.
I could be in love, I am inlove, such a sweet one.. whose...
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e_loveless:
i don't hate /everyone/, just the large majority of people, lol. but it's fine.
anyways, nice to meet you :p
anyways, nice to meet you :p
d_no:
Crimes of passion I do not find attractive as such, one step away from total insanity.
Interesting for thier ferocity/intensity, maybe.
Mmm, attraction = interest, then I suppose they are kind of attractive, in a macabre way.
Hope your still feeling happy today.
Interesting for thier ferocity/intensity, maybe.
Mmm, attraction = interest, then I suppose they are kind of attractive, in a macabre way.
Hope your still feeling happy today.
*slowly surely, i walk away from that old desperate and dazed love, caught up in the maze of love, that crazy craze of love, thought it was good, thought it was real, thought it was*
of course im an only child, im bitter concieted, heartfelt and stupid. im dumb to think the world could ever stop and turn its tracks to land upon my door...
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of course im an only child, im bitter concieted, heartfelt and stupid. im dumb to think the world could ever stop and turn its tracks to land upon my door...
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smiler:
Hope you got the job fingers are crossed c frgfvtbfyhvvfgfcgfffddgftvvcr r
Ok had to un cross the fingers its a bit hard to typewith them crossed
but wishing you luck.
and how come every time i log on you seem to have changed you pic starting to think your a photo nut.
you couldn't take some picture for me need to change those elephants.
any way enjoy your vodka and have one for me
Ok had to un cross the fingers its a bit hard to typewith them crossed
but wishing you luck.
and how come every time i log on you seem to have changed you pic starting to think your a photo nut.
you couldn't take some picture for me need to change those elephants.
any way enjoy your vodka and have one for me
robjax:
Aw...love comes and goes....It's worth every minute, though....don't wish it gone too fast...Even the pain is better than nothing....let's you know you're alive.....
btw: Thanks for the test. Missed you today. Chat tomorrow? Tata love....My eyes are blue...
<3
XOXO
~JAx
btw: Thanks for the test. Missed you today. Chat tomorrow? Tata love....My eyes are blue...
<3
XOXO
~JAx
oh dear *scratches head in disbelief*
four hours of jolted sleep and i am online at some stupid hour of the day; oh wait ive jus heard the paper come thru the front door. as if my eyes could focus on that. i have suc a splitting headache its unbearable. -contemplates for a moment having a cigarette or joint
oh dear with an interview...
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four hours of jolted sleep and i am online at some stupid hour of the day; oh wait ive jus heard the paper come thru the front door. as if my eyes could focus on that. i have suc a splitting headache its unbearable. -contemplates for a moment having a cigarette or joint
oh dear with an interview...
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robjax:
I wish you were around here...soft face...sweet eyes.....ah.....you are way to far from me... 
<3
XOXO
~JAx
<3
XOXO
~JAx
d_no:
Mmm.. just had a nap,
needed it, because I want to go out for a drink later on.
Hope the interview went as well as it seemed and have a really good sleep too.
needed it, because I want to go out for a drink later on.
Hope the interview went as well as it seemed and have a really good sleep too.
Late to sleep, late to rise, lying here watching the day go by.
your eye make up.. how little it is.. your hair.. such a mohawk pictures never capture.. clothes suitably loose but close enough to feel femininity. hard to believe ones self is beautiful no matter how many times one is told. until it kicks in.. the realisation that this, face, eyes, note, mouth,...
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your eye make up.. how little it is.. your hair.. such a mohawk pictures never capture.. clothes suitably loose but close enough to feel femininity. hard to believe ones self is beautiful no matter how many times one is told. until it kicks in.. the realisation that this, face, eyes, note, mouth,...
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robjax:
Aw, yea I know what you mean. I have a couple of friend that are very anti-straight. 
I just don't get it. If being hated on hurts you, don't you think it hurts others too? *sigh*
And as far as your friend, is it possible for you to talk with them candidly about how you feel?" Don't turn it on them, just say that you love them lots, and worry about them. Most people will understand things coming from that direction better then if you just tell them they are with an asshat.
Love you *Hugs her with one of those long, warm hugs that lasts minutes* <3
XOXO
~JAx
I just don't get it. If being hated on hurts you, don't you think it hurts others too? *sigh*
And as far as your friend, is it possible for you to talk with them candidly about how you feel?" Don't turn it on them, just say that you love them lots, and worry about them. Most people will understand things coming from that direction better then if you just tell them they are with an asshat.
Love you *Hugs her with one of those long, warm hugs that lasts minutes* <3
XOXO
~JAx
posh:
thanks for the comment. i am happier now. 
With the timid light echoing out of the bulb the only noise to hear is the low moan of the dial tone as i wait for anyone to pick up the phone. I'm not even trying to call anyone. But still i sense the cackle of despair urging me to admitt defeat.
Defeat in a battle of longingful lust over nothing, over no one. when...
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marloski:
oh yea...your in the UK!
oh yea...your in the UK! 
difranco:
the shoddy uk yes indeed.. oh no online is going to be such a bore today with everyone away for the day..
oh dear..
day..
oh dear..
It breaks my heart to hear that you are crying. And you know that I will always listen to you. Always...
I love you much...
XOXO
~JAx
Can you imagine existing in a place with no space/time, just in the now, nowhere to go, no future or past to learn from.
People only listen when they want to, the more you ask the less they will want to, just the way it is.
Sorry to hear your not so happy today.
[Edited on Nov 28, 2004 9:00PM]