diem

Well in a couple of days I am moving away from where I am living now. This is a good thing in my opinion as living across from an ex who is dating is definately hard. I know I have only talked about her lately but it is what is going on in my life and it is making it hard to accomplish anything else. THe problem lies in the fact I still do have feelings for her, not romantically but as friends, I miss my best friend up here we had such a good relationship and now it is almost over... I don't know how much longer I can deal with her. It isn't that I am obsessed but having someone you trusted rip your heart out hurts. It's more to the fact that I didn't make many friends up here when I was dating her. I didn't want to make her jealous since I spend mostly time with women.

I'm moving in with a bunch of guys though and hopefully they will help me meet new people. Also I am still planning on making it up to ottawa soon, depends on money though. I'm going to be crushed if I can't make it up.