One of my dear friends on here did a post saying he was leaving SG as he felt that it was not the best place for him to be to protect his mental health!! I will keep him in my thoughts and prayers and I will miss him.
This got thinking about is best in my life for my mental health , and physical health, and how can I improve things! I am currently spending wat too much on Onlyfans and Patreon as I like to support the models and others!! I often go through my subscriptions to see which I can cancel but very rarely do. One part of me asks is this a problem and another says 'stop worrying'.
As I am sure most of us have been, I have been in a sort of limbo all this year and feel in a mental rut. On good days I wake up saying I have things to do, plans to make, a book to write and a soul mate to find. Other days I just want to crawl back in to bed and often do. I know i am stronger than this but can't seem to dig myself out of this rut.
Lastly before I start to ramble, which I am sure no one wants, I was a bit annoyed when a model I have followed for a long time asked why I had not joined her Onlyfans ā¹ I thought this was a bit disrespectful but that's probably me being over sensitive.
Pray everyone is safe and wellā¤ special shout out my dear friend @kungfury ! Also shout out to @nanette @thickluvins @felicity @nerwen @ojtheviking @chefdaddy and many more who support me on hereā¤ it means more than you could know.
