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Final Thoughts on 2019 , a year I will be glad to see the back of!

Dec 31, 2019
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2019 has been the worse year of my life and after the events of 1988 I thought there could not be a worse year!!😭😭 I always knew the day would come when I would have to say a final goodbye to one of my Parents but never it excepted to happen so suddenly and fast😭😭 my Dad started coughing and having chest pain in April and finally got to the stage that my Mum had to phone an Ambulance. He was taken into hospital with an initial diagnosis of pneumonia but after tests he was diagnosed with cancer . The morning of April 27th the hispital said for all the family to attend his bedside as he didn't have long and about 2 minutes past midnight 28th April my Dad died😭😭 the resf of the year has been a blur with most of my emotions becoming swallowed with grief. With the help and support of both my family and my online family I have gotten through the year.

I am determined to make 2020 a better and more productive year for me! I have a few goals for the year and a few major life changing ones!! I will not disclose what my goals are as do not want to put extra pressure on me!! I also still have a few things on my 'bucket list' that has become more important after this years events. The main bucket list items are Stand In a Wrestling/Boxing Ring, Fly in a Plane, Go Abroad, watch Blackheart Burlesque live, watch NWA or Impact wrestling live.

There have been a few people in this wonderful community who have inspired me and supported through this year and they are in no order, and apologies to any I forget,

@chroi @cripplethreat @felicity @natany @nanette @doncella @reallifepirate @starry @arachnie @nayru @candytoc @missy @rambo @kactus @daredevy @gingerheartt @monteluxe @thickluvins @melei @midnight @milloux @kungfury @ferkixlll @ojtheviking @dhyani @chefdaddy @jacinto2 @wolfetone11 @tripodski @just_sick

There are others that I have forgotten and a certain bald ex hopeful who does not like being included in these lists but has been a big support and inspiration to me. There are a few other people who for whatever reason are no longer active here but have been an inspiration to me and they are

@sheenarose @leighraven @oliviablack @barenakedchef @bambu @tiffycatsuicide @leetattar

Thats it for me for 2019, hope to be more active and a more positive member of the community in 2020.

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melei:
I’m sorry to hear about this my dear. You know we got your back ! I love you and we’re gonna make this year a fantastic one
Jan 2, 2020
diddy_dave_uk:
Thanks for all the wonderful messages!!! It really helps to know that there are such wonderful people as  you who have my back!! This yea is going to be a case of 'baby steps' another words small goals. The only resolution/ goal I am deciding to disclose is that I am going to do at least one productive thing everyday. Whether it be something small like washing pots or vacuuming,  or bigger like going out! This may sound so minor a thing but when my PTSD / Depression is bad like at the monent then motivation is such a hard thing. Its 3am and I am rambling now so will wish you all adieu ❤❤
Jan 2, 2020

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