dickiebamboo

not looking

just waiting

trying to ignore the thoughts.

So, I have a problem.

There is a girl, who I think is unbelievable. I love her in fact. But, I got drunk, we had a huge argument and we broke up. The other problem I have, is that I didn't listen, and we let ourselves get ahead of where we should have been at that time. We got engaged, I moved in, but it...
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deftones - Minerva

I get all...numb
When she sings it's over
Such a strange numb
And it brings my knees to the earth

And God bless you all
For the song you saved us...

You're the same...numb
When you sing it's over
Such a strange numb
It could bring back peace to the earth

So God bless you all
For the song you saved us...oh......
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I fucked everything up.

I got drunk, and i let all my frustrations boil over.
(thats putting it gently)

I screamed that it was the end of us then.

I shouldn't have.

I should have just listened before.

I am beginning to hate myself.

I should have moved out, we could have had our own space.

And now my heart is breaking.

And I don't...
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I finally got to kick back on this weeks holiday I'm having... went out on Monday and got thoroughly wasted, then came back home, got high.. was too drunk n fell asleep..

this may seem like a fail... however...

i'm high again now.. cos i fell asleep, there is still green left.

I'm starting the music appreciation society from my beanbag.. smokes, tunes and the...
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Still the smae old.

Had my hand in for Uni. Seem to living at my part time job atm. Lindsay's exhibition on Thursday night. That will be awesome!

I'm far too tired and lazy and unread to write anymore, so tarah.

Al

x

merry christmas n all that.

songs that are chilling me out.

1. Massive Attack - Angel
2. Morcheeba - Trigger Hippy
3. Idiot Pilot - Les Lumieres
4. Team Sleep - Formant (demo)
5. NIN - La Mer
6. Lamb - Gorecki
7. Incubus - Aqueous Transmission
8. Brian Eno - An Ending (Ascent)
9. Deftones - The Boys Republic (accoustic)
10. William Orbit - Barbers Adagio For Strings

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this fucking essay is causing more trouble than it is worth. I have slept for 15 mins in the last 18 hours.
Essays are a stupid way of assessing how people interpret art & design theory. I have finished mine, but the Wife is struggling & needs sleep now. This is bullshit. Hand in is today. it needs doing.

My thighs ache, so i know...
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