To the Community

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I wanted to send out a quick goodbye to all the incredible,awesome, beautiful people I have met on here. Thank you for being accepting and open. Thank you for letting me reach people all over this world to find out that my outlook on the world and people in general was wrong. There are great people everywhere and to deny this fact is to give control back to the people who harmed me in the past and stops me from growing and becoming a better person.

The acceptance of each other on this site is incredible. If you think about big picture we are just a little space, but if it can work here, why stop here. The question does not have to be what if! It can be WHEN? To my 400 girlfriends, of all shapes, all sizes, of different sexual orientations, different hair colors (but red is still the best REPRESENT!) Diablo and Tribe Redhead are alive and well! I love each and everyone of you! Loving quotes : "One person CAN make a difference, and every person should try." JFK.

You ALL have made a difference to me, a gift I will never return or let anyone take back from me! I won't go into details of my decision except to say, I will never allow myself to exist anywhere free thought and initiative is perceived as a slight or wrong, and I certainly won't pay to do it! I hope a couple of you get to see this before big brother stifles my voice again!

I sent an e-mail to Missy and that is where I expressed my displeasure and I offered to talk with her to try and make sure this does not happen to anyone else. If that happens then I am ecstatic because like all of you, I will have made a difference and impacted the lives of so many people that I truly care about.

To the people on here who operate with impunity, SHAME on you. No one contacted me to find out my thoughts or intentions on a new PUBLIC thread I had started. They shut it down after hours of work and hid behind their computer until closing time. You are through your actions killing both chance and growth of this community. (most likely for what you have perceived to be your own singular benefit.

Those who I have had the pleasure of interacting with (you know who you are). I wish only the best for your personal happiness throughout your life. You have secured a place in my heart that will never go away. I also wanted to say that wanting to be a suicide girl is an honorable title to work towards but it is NOT a goal! You have not FAILED! You are beautiful and brave! Your title will not ever define you if you don't let it. I would rather be a grave digger and a good person than a president or VP or whatever and is a giant fucking Asshole! They may think their happy but they really are not. All of my peeps. Your title is "Wonderful Person" that is a title you have earned and a goal you have accomplished. Trust me, I am Diablo after all! I won't let you bring it with you! I have plenty of people down here who have really cool looking business cards!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Diablo Rojo.

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cripplethreat:
Well this is unfortunate. Politics are a part of life. Thank you for being in my corner. 
diablorojo:
 @motherofdragons I Always will be in your corner, and politics is not a part of my life.  It is for the weak minded and the tyrant.  SIC SEMPER TYRANNIS!  or as Voltaire would say "Judge of a man by his questions rather than by his answers."  as well as ""écrasez l'infâme".  (crush the infamy).  I love you, I respect, and admire you and if any upwardly mobile bastard gets in your way run him down!  Never stop going forward sweetheart! You are a wonderful inspiration to me.  Hugs/Kisses and what ever else you need. I actually lived in Greensboro for two years and I bet the town still hasn't recovered.  I went to Greensboro College and majored in Lacrosse and partying for two years.  When they told me that was not a class, I fled to AZ!  I still hold out hope that I may still find a free and safe place to reside where my ideas, my initiative, and my hope for something better for everyone will be at the very least received with open minds.  Here I  can have thoughts and ideas but I found out the hard way, that my thoughts are no longer owned by me when I type them.  That censorship is alive and well and no member of the proletariat will be free until people take this seriously.  The community is great but until people can not cover your thoughts, ideas and dreams at any time with impunity, no one is truly free and open is simply a diminished word.  I also want to point out that as some may be may find my,  leaving as a slight to individuals, the easy way out, an excuse, the easy thing to do. I assure you that could not be further from the truth.  This has been one of the toughest decisions I have made because of the people.  I love all of this community very much.  I am incredibly sad, and my heart will sting and ache  for a very long time missing  so many of you.  So many people have impacted me here that I could never begin to express what you have selflessly given me, and I am forever grateful.  My hope is that I can leave here without judgement and still in my heart know you are my friends, because no matter what I will always be yours! 

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