I have been in a funk...
I cant expressd the way i feel, I never have been able to do that well. And well I got called on it today bigtime. Liz thinks im angry at her, but whats realy going on is that i have a hundred thousand thoughts swirling around the malestom in my head and i cannot grab one to express to her what i am thinking or feeling.
This will cause friction... it already has. I have been trying to calm the winds in my mind but its a futile effort. and all i end up doing is chasing around and grabbing peices and bits but no clear thoughts.
I work in a few hours and im realy not looking forward to it. I am hating work more and more every day.. but i need the money. I need the job. Liz is going nuts hanging around here she wants one too..
later
I cant expressd the way i feel, I never have been able to do that well. And well I got called on it today bigtime. Liz thinks im angry at her, but whats realy going on is that i have a hundred thousand thoughts swirling around the malestom in my head and i cannot grab one to express to her what i am thinking or feeling.
This will cause friction... it already has. I have been trying to calm the winds in my mind but its a futile effort. and all i end up doing is chasing around and grabbing peices and bits but no clear thoughts.
I work in a few hours and im realy not looking forward to it. I am hating work more and more every day.. but i need the money. I need the job. Liz is going nuts hanging around here she wants one too..
later
jonnytrrrash7:
ugh....communication breakdown!