diablolipop

i'm feeling hollow again.

work is sucking, Liz is in minnesota and amy looks depressed.
theres nothing on tv but girls gone wild commercials and jojo videos, reruns of ghost in the shell and full metal alchimist. my toes and nuckles hurt, my sugar is outa wack and im lonely...




9:23 am

ok took roomate to airport, yeah for the next 2 days the only ass hole i need to worry aout is at work..

so who else remembers when MTV played rock music and VH-1 played all the crap your folks made you listen to in the car?

so far this morning the only video i saw on MTV was that JoJo video and the only thing i remember about her was like 2 years ago she was like 12 and going to be the next britney spears... WHO CARES.

any way .. i have seen a stone sour video , an evanescence video, blue october followed by a natasha beniingfold...

so the question i sit here asking myself is.. am I old or has MTV and VH1 swapped roles... i dont have too many oppertunities to sit here and watch TV. i work from 3 am untl like 2 pm. i start getting up at 1 am. walk the dog, choke down drugs take insulin, choke down food, take diffrent insulin. shit shower shave, dress. i try o get into bed by 6 but i cant sleep when the sun is up..


and this is what kills me.. just when we get this schedule down adolf will change our schedules again.

every one in the office is not happy.. and looking to quit.


i need to look for a job in minnesota, and leave this depressing place.