diablolipop

I dont fear the needle any more
mix the clear into the milky
two times everyday
push the blade under my flesh
inject the life

I hate thinking that they were all looking at me. I just do not belong there.. and i cant realy find any place i belong.

i cant socialize but i cant stand being alone.

Its 8 o clock and im tired and i need to be up for work at 1. I need to find a new job.

Ok so i am hated here too...

any how. some action last night at work, The cashiere was robbed in the stairwell, nobody was hurt.. unfortunately that includes the dickhead that robbed her.

I have a work - social to attend this evening. I hate to even entertain the thought of going to this thing. I fear that i may enjoy myself and slip even...
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i was borred.. well sorta.

so a friend and i were futzing about and decided to make a little movie.. now all you pervs out there step back and reattach your penile restraints, its a clip from a video game that i play called Dark Age of Camelot (DAoC).

i figured that i would pop a link up here and see what yall thought og...
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I cahnged my profile pic a few days ago, and i was just looking at it and inky looks all depressed in it.
Now keep in mind that of all things in my life my dog, inky, is the closest thing that i have to family. I have no spouse / mate., no children, I have actual family but they piss me off Far more...
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Woke up today around 9... farted around for an hour in bed... wasnt sleepy any more just borred. I jave somthing to do for an aquaintance today before work. so Im trying to get out and do lunch.. its 10:54.

I still need to:
- walk the dog
- take my pills
- kill whoever is calling me
- take a shower
- goddamnit ii's...
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Yes It turned out to be one of thoes days... im grabbing my gun , the covers and going to bed.. dont bother me or ill shoot you.. or somthing... its 4 pm...

Fuck off you worthless bastard... you know who you are... Maybe ill feel better if i take a nap before i try and go see the Bourne Supremecy tonight...

I think its gunna be one of them days....

Im late... i dont care and i have yet to acomplish any thing this week... and i need to have all weeks shit done by tonight... its 3 am, & i hate working past noon on thursdays. heads will roll ... more than likely myown.

Nothing major going on.. thubby lumpkins has been a model jerk-off all week, want kill fat man! HULK SMASH!!! but i resist.. i have little "limey" moments of be tearingout his liver and snacking on it, after sataue'ing it in a light butter sherry sauce... or somthing.

I have sucsessfully become anti-sexual... im turning 30 in lik ea month and i just dont care about...
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