dhalia

right now all i can think about is going home next weekend for ten's wedding. and how i get to get done up for it. wear my heels. seamed stockings. red lip stick. ridiculously huge eyelashes. polka dot dress.

SO EXCITED!

and the best part is jazz will be coming with me, and we get to hang out! and then my momma is driving me back here with a van load of my things that i get to move into the new apartment!!! everything is falling into place, and i am getting myself all organized and taken care of. so happy. i'm in a fantastic mood right now, i can't even explain it.

and me and the boy have been getting along famously. i think its all just a matter of me keeping my cool and not blowing things out of proportion. and i realized that a lot of things were more my fault than his. and i've taken responsibility for that. so i am feeling really good about that too. and even when things don't work out just as i want them to... i keep my head up, and i know that it isn't his fault.

i've also reconnected with an old friend. we've been talking a whole lot over the last few days. he makes me feel super good about myself. the kind of guy who doesn't give out compliments unless he means it. he isn't a smooth talker... he just says what he means. and apparently he thinks the world of me. and always has. its funny the things that he has paid attention to over the years that i've known him. the things that he listened to me say, and totally remembered. its really cool. makes me feel important.

and now for a fantastic finale for the evening... t is coming home, and we're going to watch some more arrested development! YAY! almost done the series... (so good, for those of you who enjoy a good comedic tv series).