dhalia

last night i got the best surprise ever. its the second time this has happened, t goes to check his mail, and there is something for me!! i never have any idea its coming, because people get the address from him, and then it comes.

this one is from my great love of my life, capone suicide (she's actually my best friend ever), and it was a birthday gift. as well as a beautiful letter. the gift was a green amber ring, that fits my wedding ring finger perfectly, and the little note to go along with it was 'marry me?'. you see, we have this running joke that boys are awful, and all we really need in life is each other. so we say that we're going to get married and just have an open relationship and casually date boys on the side. it would be perfect. because then we would always always still have each other. i love that girl to death. with all my soul. she's fantastic.

... and she totally bailed on me for moving here this month. i was kind of expecting it. but i'll just keep trying in the future, and then she will have no choice but to work on it, and no more excuses because i will give her time.

so now i think of her constantly. she is always with me. i have this stunning piece of jewellery (i would like to point out that one of my boyfriends have bought me jewellery, and it was because i basically told him he had to), that will always keep a part of her with me.

boof, you are close to my heart. i will love you always.



we'll be together again soon enough...