I'm giving up the illusions so i can figure out how to fight with out the blind folds on. I never really cared about myself enough to reach the extra mile. To force myself to look in the mirror and see the person I've become over the years is not what was expected but more or less a reaction to the world around me.
I feel the sunshine warm my bones and I can't help to smile and feel like there is hope through struggle and effort -nothing that is going on around me is going to change the small epiphanies I realize on a daily basis. I don't need much to make me happy or to feel alive. I enjoy the small things in life that go unnoticed and the longer I avoid the illusions the more I realize how much I appreciate things like experiencing the changing of the seasons. Watching the cycles of the moon and how it effects peoples moods and relationships, the grass, plants, and animals growing.
The winter is something people dread and hate and complain about but I see it as something different. It comes to kill, destroy, and cause death to everything organic-this includes people. I need the winter in order to kill my beliefs. To destroy old patterns and help realize that I take things for granted.
We seem to take things for granted and don't realize until the winter forces us inside and takes away the simple things like walking outside in the morning feeling the warm breeze caress your face and being able to just lay down in the grass and read a book under a tree, with a t-shirt on!!
The spring is a beautiful season that should never go unnoticed. Watching the little critters come out of there holes (includes people) Birds returning from there migration to the south. Insects start flying around trying to pester me but I don't mind them. I don't even brush them aside, because they mean more to me in the grand scheme of things then they will ever realize. The spring is new hope, new life and a chance to live again.
I feel the sunshine warm my bones and I can't help to smile and feel like there is hope through struggle and effort -nothing that is going on around me is going to change the small epiphanies I realize on a daily basis. I don't need much to make me happy or to feel alive. I enjoy the small things in life that go unnoticed and the longer I avoid the illusions the more I realize how much I appreciate things like experiencing the changing of the seasons. Watching the cycles of the moon and how it effects peoples moods and relationships, the grass, plants, and animals growing.
The winter is something people dread and hate and complain about but I see it as something different. It comes to kill, destroy, and cause death to everything organic-this includes people. I need the winter in order to kill my beliefs. To destroy old patterns and help realize that I take things for granted.
We seem to take things for granted and don't realize until the winter forces us inside and takes away the simple things like walking outside in the morning feeling the warm breeze caress your face and being able to just lay down in the grass and read a book under a tree, with a t-shirt on!!
The spring is a beautiful season that should never go unnoticed. Watching the little critters come out of there holes (includes people) Birds returning from there migration to the south. Insects start flying around trying to pester me but I don't mind them. I don't even brush them aside, because they mean more to me in the grand scheme of things then they will ever realize. The spring is new hope, new life and a chance to live again.